KeeP SmiliNg...!!!

:: 2012 ::

2012-01-03T21:34:00.001+08:00

selamat tahun baru!!!
tahun baru, azam baru!!

may Allah swt lights the way... and shower you with courage and blessings!
take care all~

:: about pasar ikan manhattan ::

2011-09-24T20:39:00.007+08:00

current mood : anxious + confuse
current song : "i do" by colbie caillat [lagu ni best..!!!]

warning : this entry has terrible bahasa rojak.

hari jumaat baru-baru ni, we went for lunch at auto city in Juru. we decided to have our lunch at "The Manhattan fish market". ini restaurant ye puan-puan, bukan pasar ikan. [chuckle]

the interior is ala-ala atas kapal, with unique decoration- jam bentuk ikan, dan segala macam yang berkaitan dengan kapal dan laut. it's interesting actually.

this restaurant only serve fish in their menu. their food is all fish based.
that time they are promoting their lunch combo, so we opted for baked dorry fish+ rice+ soft drink + mushroom soup. all these are only RM 17.90...!!! memang berbaloi!

the mushroom soup was superb..!!! best sangat!

ikan dorry yang fresh and tender...sedap...!!

i'm thinking to recommend this place to our other colleagues and boss. nak suruh depa belanje..hihi

:: just a feeling ::

2011-09-18T12:18:00.004+08:00

current mood : happy
current song : beautiful by beast

raya tahun ni istimewa. luarbiasa.
tapi tak dapat dipastikan sebabnya..haha
it's just a feeling.

masih belum terlambat rasanya untuk saya ucapkan selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin.
ikhlas dari hati.

apa di atas? (what's up? )
makan sampai alas meja senget...terlalu sedap!! *wink

p/s: dah ada microwave oven! yeay..!! pasni bleh baking kat penang..!! tak yah tunggu balik rumah famili baru bleh baking...ngeeee~

:: memberi atau diberi? ::

2011-08-21T12:13:00.005+08:00

current mood : calm
current song : satu hari di hari raya by M nasir

tangan yang memberi lebih baik dari tangan yang menerima.
give more and expect less~
pernah dengar?

memberi di sini bukanlah setakat bermaksud dari segi harta benda, but it also covers other things, contohnya seperti cinta, kasih sayang, silaturrahim, ilmu dan sebagainya.

semalam, kami ( my colleagues and I) duduk sembang-sembang dengan boss. my boss likes to share his piece of wisdom about life, and advice us. macam bapa yang menasihat anak-anak yang masih mentah yang masih 'hijau' tentang hidup.

part yang paling best..." you guys must learn to give. i know you have already give, but you must give more. you can give anything, but give more. the more the better. when you give, then only you can take/receive. "

dia sambung lagi dengan memberi analogy berikut;
" you only have two hands, and your hands are full.

you have to give, otherwise you cannot withstand and carry the load alone.

you have to give, so that you can make some space in your hand for you to carry other thing that you take.
you have to give first, because if you give, you can always take back what you give. people will be happy to return back what they have received to you.
never wait for people to give.
this is what we call life. "

hmmm..dalam maksud dia. membuatkan kami semua terdiam. merenung diri.

tetiba teringat lagu scorpion,
....what you give you get back
so take my heart, that's because it's all i have
Take my heart take my soul
I just never want it back
Cause the love you give, is the love you'll get

teringat bait kata-kata adam dalam filem nur kasih the movie;
"...kamu tidak akan sekali-kali akan dapat mencapai kebaktian yang sempurna sebelum kamu dapat memberikan sebahagian dari apa yang kamu sayangi. sesungguhnya apa yang kamu berikan, Allah swt jua Maha Mengetahui. "

selamat berpuasa.
hari ni sudah 21 ramadhan.
what will you do with the remaining days?

:: bunga...oh bunga..!! ::

2011-08-15T21:03:00.004+08:00

current mood : vital
current song : raya by norkumalasari

until today i have been looking for a nice and decent florist in bandar perda and bukit mertajam, but unfortunately there is none.

i have this liking to have fresh flowers on my table in my room. i love the flowers' scent and cheerful colour. just by looking at the beauty of the God's creature, it can sooth your feeling and empty heart. usually i'll keep until the colour fades away and will dry them under the hot sun.
having dry flowers for decoration will be nice and exotic you know. *chuckle

i found it difficult to find a shop which have nice and fresh flowers. i don't mind about the price, but i do mind about the flowers freshness.

sape-sape tau mana nak cari? onegai!!

:: Salam ramadhan ::

2011-08-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

current mood: calm
current song : nil~

maaf kawan-kawan,
lama tidak meng'update' blog usang ni. (gomen ne!)

i hope it's still not too late to wish all of you happy fasting, and hopefully this ramadhan is faaarr
better than the previous one ..insha-allah.

take care, and i'll try to update as regular as i can. *smile

p/s: esok kena keje..kena gi standby..huhu

charles dickens

2011-07-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Never break 4 things in our life -
Trust, Relation, Promise and Heart
because when they break, they don't make noise but pains a lot
- Charles Dickens

:: Pandangan si dia ::

2011-06-26T22:14:00.012+08:00

current mood : serene
current song : don't stop the music by 2ne1

today my colleague and i went to Batu Feringgi (Wikipedia kata Foreigner's Rock) and we stopped by at Masjid Terapung to perfom the solat. To compare with Masjid Terapung in Terengganu, i find Terengganu's matches the 'terapung' concept. Unlike Penang, the Masjid will only terapung bila air pasang.
tapi takpelah... different places have different style and their uniqueness. kan?

keadaan sebelum air pasang. papepon, masjid tetap cantik.

Ana is the one behind the wheel all the way to batu feringgi as she is very adventurous and reliable when driving in a new, unfamiliar places. ( kitorang x pakai GPS ye..haha.. masjid ni pon kebetulan jumpa masa dalam perjalanan)

cubaan pertama untuk set timing kat camera. tapi x sempat la plak. (chuckle)

cubaan kedua.

akhirnya... berjaya. (not bad la kan? )

hati yang ikhlas tidak akan perasan dengan pujian
tidak akan terkesan dengan cercaan dan kejian
kerana hati itu tahu
pandangan siapa yang perlu diutamakan.

itulah pandangan DIA.

:: akhirNya... ::

2011-04-19T16:48:00.005+08:00

current mood: relieve + happy

current song : ku menuggu by rossa

alhamdulillah. we successfully passed the final inspection with the end user.
these past 6 monthes are very stressful. mentally exhausted.

now waiting for the containers to pick up all the vessels, and up you go to Saudi Arabia..!! babai..jangan kacau saya dah..huhu

the inspection went smoothly...alhamdulillah.. Some of them are Korean, Mat Salleh and Pak Arab. I found it's very challenging when talking to a Korean as their accent is very difficult to understand. i have to ask/request for the guy to repeat several time. (kesian aku dan dia) And as for me, I also need to repeat many times to make him understand.

bekerja dengan ikhlas, insha-allah akan dipermudahkan urusan dan dikuatkan semangat. sebelum drive ke tempat kerja, mulakan dengan bismillah dan al-fatihah, hati akan lebih bersemangat dan tenang... ~smile

kami bergambar sebagai kenang-kenangan~

sampai sini dulu.. take care every one!!

:: oLder and WisEr ::

2011-04-12T09:22:00.004+08:00

Current mood: biasa je

current song: nil

“And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.” -abraham lincon

that is ultimately true. walaupun hidup seribu tahun, tapi kalau langsung tidak berusaha untuk mencuba beramal dan menjadi lebih baik... apalah gunanya?

For some people, they might think that they are getting older every time they celebrate their birthday. But for me, it's not just getting older, but getting wiser. (yesterday was my bday..!! thanks for the wishes and presents..!! ) I might be a slow learner, but throughout these years, I learnt to differentiate between strength and courage; It takes strength to be firm, but it takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to survive, but it takes courage to live.

Belajar untuk menjadi lebih lebih penyabar. Learn to have strength. Learn to have courage. I am very thankful+grateful for having those obstacles along my journey until today... alhamdulillah. Bagaimana kau mahu bersabar dengan benda yang kau benci sedangkan kau tidak sabar dengan benda kau suka? that is soooo true..!!

have courage...!!! be strong!! move forward, never look back, but don't you ever forget...!!

take care everyone!

:: My LamE exCuse ::

2011-04-05T10:54:00.006+08:00

current mood : biasa-biasa je

current song : what the hell by Avril

Dear Friends,

sorry for my lame excuse, but i have been very busy these few months.

hari ni curi-curi update my "almost" haunted blog ni... *wink

today is 8th april, my parent's 27th anniversary.

semoga bahagia hingga ke syurga. ~amin

here are few photos to be shared that were taken during my company's event.

:: chinese new year celebration ::

candid: tengah picit-picit kamera.

:: lucky draw night ::

lucky enough to get the 4th prize !! *grin

take care everyone !!

:: 1 march ::

2011-03-01T19:55:00.004+08:00

whoaa.. sudah 1 march...!!
sangat cepat masa berlalu~ huuuuu...

this picture was taken(candid) by my QA/QC inspector from top while i was checking our sub-con fabrication process. checking whether the product meet my design spec.

nampak berdedikasi tak? hehe

:: berlari menuju Ilahi ::

2010-12-19T13:19:00.002+08:00

innalillah...
takziah buat keluarga brother mas afzal.
semogo rohnya di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang beriman.

:: keMbaLi ::

2010-12-10T21:18:00.004+08:00

WARNING : ENTRY INI ADALAH DI DALAM BAHASA ROJAK BUAH *smile

current mood : okay
current song : Cahaya hati by Opick

hi minna-san... genki desuka?
dah hampir 6 bulan rasanya blog ini menyepi. tak berkesempatan.
malam ni terasa rajin pulak.

sekarang ni dah hampir 6 bulan sejak saya melangkah ke alam baru dalam hidup. alam pekerjaan.
so far, i am blessed with happening and helpful colleagues, sporting boss (kena marah hari-hari dah biasa..haha) yang selalu belanja makan lepas dia marah..ngeeee
alhamdulillah, i like my job.

2 days ago, my parents came to visit me. walaupun it was a short stay, tapi best!! rindu pun terubat juga walaupun sedikit. haa..apa lagi? mai la penang ye kenkawan!

a lot of people asking.. " why penang? ko kan ada dapat kerja kat shah alam, bangi... tapi nape nak gi jauh-jauh? member-member pon ramai kerja kat sini."

soalan yang bagus.. tapi saya juga tertanya-tanya kenapa saya ke sini. melihat-lihat negeri orang barangkali?

ok la.. nanti citer lagi. esok kena gi tengok site. ajak technician temankan..hohoho
(buli dia! *evil grin)

:: PonderiNG ::

2010-08-21T09:56:00.001+08:00

people said, " better late than never"

**but it's better if we are not late. right?

:: versus ::

2010-07-31T09:56:00.007+08:00

currently i am on leave for 4 days...!!!

away from work, somehow i feel peaceful, and my mind+ body seems to relax a bit, alhamdulillah *smile

after recommended by a friend, i tried to read this book, and i successfully finished it yesterday. it's been centuries since i read a malay novel, and i am glad that this book is very good and does not contain cliches. it's not fully in malay actually, it's 50% in malay and 50% in english. very good english. *thumbs up

genre: religion, motivational, love, family

author: hlovate

my favourite quote (taken from this book) : " bukan mudah untuk berubah, tanpa arah ke sejadah, dari tepi jalanan ke sujud menghadap tuhan.." it means that: walaupun kita cuba berubah untuk jadi lebih baik dari dulu, sekiranya ianya tidak berlandaskan jalan menuju Tuhan, it's meaningless. reason: bila kita ikut jalan menuju Tuhan, secara automatik kita akan jadi baik. ye tak? *insha-allah

"You will never reach perfection because there is always room for improvement. Yet, along the way to perfection you will learn to get better..."

nother interesting quote, " if you forget of what you were, you would never be grateful of what you are..."

the content is refreshing, with simple words and brilliant life messenges. try read it, and you will know what i mean!
take care!

:: neW phase begiNs ::

2010-06-24T15:20:00.005+08:00

Hi every one...just wanna let you guys know that i am still alive and kicking...!!!
There are a lot of things to be shared, and i will try my best to make it short and interesting as possible. Currently I am in Penang, working. Today is my fourth day. *smile

I miss my home and family more than i did during my study life...and i dunno why.
I would find it extremely difficult to leave the warm clutches of these people; mother, father and my beloved, crazy sisters. For what it’s worth, thick through thin - I am thankful to have been blessed with these people. Alhamdulillah!

My dear housemates are very nice, and since they are older than me, somehow I feel secure and protected. Alhamdulillah... *wide smile
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20 june, Sunday
Hari Bapa.
He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.
AYAH, Thank you for everything! Jasamu tidak akan dapat ku balas...

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21 june, Monday
The weekend had passed quickly.
This day had finally arrived and there was no turning back now.

On my way to work this morning, many thoughts were passing through my mind. I was far too nervous to drive and was also in danger of being late because it was raining like hell, plus the traffic jam. Despite all that, fortunately, I managed to arrive at the office at 830am sharp. Boss sangat sporting and colleagues juga okay.

Occasional people said hello and a couple of people asked if I had had a good week end. It was all very normal and by the afternoon I was relaxed and enjoying my first ordinary day at work. During lunch, boss belanja makan nasi kandar. [Thanks boss, lain kali belanja lagi..hehe]

manual yang tebal gila.

Until today, I was given a lot of working manual, design and calculation samples for me to read +study and getting familiar with the job. Observing the production area, I think managed to grasp the process a little bit. [cuak..harap-harap bleh buat...]

Pray for me!!!

p/s: nampak sangat xde keje sampai bleh update blog..hehe *wink

::short update::

2010-05-30T13:14:00.002+08:00

I am currently busy settling a few things.
Will let you guys know once I have settle those things.
Akan update semua sekali pasni. Janji!!

I hope everything will settle and finish smoothly according to plan. *pray hard

Take care people. Eat well, sleep well, and pray well.

hugs and kisses,
rukia_kuchiki

:: When things get difficult ::

2010-05-13T20:32:00.005+08:00

current mood: mentally exhausted
current song: miina by super junior

fight the urge to run when things get difficult.

it's not easy to face challenges in life. it's always easier to just run away and forget about everything else. but being able to do it and sort things out gives you the most wonderful, satisfy feeling in the world.

If you WALK to Allah, Allah will RUN to you.
[it's raining heavily just now.]

whatever you do, don’t give up.
even if you aren’t feeling any motivation today, or this week, don’t give up.
have faith in yourself, and the motivation will eventually come back to you again, insha-allah. think of your goal as a long journey, and your slump is just a little bump in the road. you can not give up just like that every time when you hit a bump.

be strong! fighting!!

:: cepaT & muDaH ::

2010-05-04T08:47:00.012+08:00

current mood: okay... ohaiyo gozaimasu!!!
current song: the climb by miley cyrus
warning: this entry is terribly mixed with BM, BI and bahasa pasar. [versi nak cepat.] *wink

apabila exam menjelma, mestilah kita akan study. bila study, mesti cepat lapar, sebab most of the calories and sugar that we consume are used to support the brain function. time nilah banyak berfikir *chuckle

i usually choose the fastest and simplest way, either eating chocolate ( a lot) while studying, or drinking isotonic water. inspired by miss myra, this time i try to change my eating habit during exam.

i made myself a bowl of salad...haha
baiklah puan-puan, ini adalah cara-cara membuat salad versi nak cepat dimakan time study untuk exam;
1. campakkan baby butterhead (jenis salad pilih ikut suka), cherry tomato, mini dried bread, dan buah epal yang dipotong kecil-kecil ke dalam mangkuk.
2. dinasihatkan agar mangkuk besar digunakan supaya mendapat hasil yang memuaskan. *wink
3. tuangkan dressing 'seribu pulau' a.k.a thousand island secukup rasa.
4. gaulkan hingga sebati.
5. sedia dimakan. lebih umpphh jika dinikmati menggunakan chopstick.

lagi sedap kalau guna epal hijau. tapi time ni cuma ada epal merah je. asal boleh!!

my all time favourite.

ihsan from a thoughful friend. thanks!

i just realise that i crave for many type of food when i am studying, especially the one that is ridiculous and rare to find. sebab tension kot?

p/s: minna san..ganbatte ne!!!

fighting...!!!!

2010-04-30T17:51:00.003+08:00

current mood: physically +mentally exhausted
current song: so what by pink

a day without surprises can be pretty dull...thanks a lot mr vibration!!!
it seems that this time i have to work triple+multiple harder for my finals.
it's alright, because i believe there are blessings in this part of His plan. He knows best. He always does.

fighting!!!

::You OnLy see whaT yoU wanT to seE ::

2010-04-18T10:48:00.007+08:00

current song : til tok by 2pm
current mood : serene

I was awarded by Amad with this award. *clap-clap
thank you so much...!! this beautiful blogger award might refer to the blog skin/appearance, or to its contents, depends on how you perceive them. I hope i was awarded because of both. *wink

Human likes beautiful things. beautiful comes from God. what makes God so beautiful, is the way he expresses himself through His creation. He says good morning with the sun, He says goodnight with the moon. [subhanallah...how beautiful it is...!! ]

without a doubt, we are prone to beauty.
However, if something is beautiful, it doesn't mean that they are good.
the eyes sometimes can deceive us because you only see what your eyes want to see. instead, pandanglah dengan mata hati. once you did, you can feel it because you see it with your heart.

pandangan mata selalu menipu
pandangan akal selalu tersalah
pandangan nafsu selalu melulu
pandangan hati itu yang hakiki, kalau hati itu bersih...
[mata hati by hijjaz]

p/s : have a nice weekend..!!!

:: hecTic, yet meaningfuL ::

2010-04-15T22:36:00.009+08:00

current mood: relax, happy
current song : rahmat ujian by mestica

10 april
Dear friends,

i am writing to say a huge thanks for making my weekend/birthday so much fun!!
delicious food, crazy yet happening outing, the visit to 'serbuk badan' jewellery shop...*wink and most of all, the lovely gifts, cards, picture albums and video. thank you so much for the effort and love...!!!

it's not the size that counts, but the thoughts behind it.

*smile

I will treasure and cherish our bitter sweet memories together. rain or shine, those memories will stay forever. *hugs and kisses

11,12,13 april
went to Penang with mission that will paint my future. alhamdulillah, everything went well.
i had a wonderful time there and especially enjoyed the extremely comfortable home, with my cousin and her nice and bubbly housemates. i wonder how most of them thought that i am a kedahan. the way i talk? abviously not...!!
anyhow, i am already used to it because since my matrix and college days, many people think that i am either a kedahan or penangitis. hmm.. i wonder...

butterworth has changed a lot since my last visit on 2006. i still remember the bus terminal was located exactly below the bridge to the island. but now, with its new look and location, it makes the domestic transportation much easier and convenient for the people.

i would definitely come again! and please make sure to take me to places with good food ya! *chuckle
thanks for the great memories!

remember to always travel with zikir and fikir. it will makes your journey more meaningful because it is accompanied by bless, love and guidance from Allah swt. *smile

:: My biRThdaY messAge ::

2010-04-10T01:14:00.006+08:00

current mood: half-awake [ awaken by continuous bday wishes sms from dear ones...thanks!! ]
current song: nil

after 25 years, i learned something.
There is a clear line between being young and getting older.

being young means you are still naive.
that's why it feels like you are floating without a clear direction in the sky or sinking deeply beneath the ocean when something hurts you. those emotions control your entire life, and can make you lose sight of who you are.

by growing older, your heart grows more experienced. [alhamdulillah]
you grow one step farther away from being controlled by your feelings and are able to keep from sinking to the depths of the ocean. that's what it means to grow older.

Everything that happens tomorrow is not and will never be in your control.
So live the best as it is every day.

Growing old is mandatory,but growing up is optional. This is so true for some people that can't seem to do both at the same time. I might be one of them. Sometimes i am afraid to grow up because things will get more complicated and challenging as we grow up. yes?

i may be weak, but as long as I continue admiring those who are strong, i'll keep growing stronger too. i believe i will grow stronger!

If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
[mother teresa]

p/s: if this birthday ranting is too much for you guys to understand..haha..sorry!! *wink

:: whEn thiNgS get CompLiCAteD ::

2010-04-07T21:25:00.006+08:00

current mood: indescribable. mixed.
current song : wetoriya by C.N. Blue [ best layan... it's my current ringtone]

while anticipating for 12 april, there's nothing much that i can do. i do not know what to expect. it's just unpredictable.

this nervous feeling in my heart is going to burst at any time. any where.

Dear Allah, please give me the strength and lead me the way.
wahai hati, tenanglah!!
Fighting!!!

:: YanG ComEL ::

2010-03-29T11:05:00.005+08:00

current mood: mixed
current song : nil

A lot of things need to be settled today. *sigh
Extremely b.u.s.y.
Putting things aside for a while, this post is dedicated to my dear sweet friend. Celebration was done last nite, with cakes, songs, pizzas and "rombongan merisik....." and hantaran too!!! *chuckle

Happy birthday to intan ismida yang chomel...!!!

:: ThE overLook bLeSsinG ::

2010-03-27T14:19:00.013+08:00

current mood: nil
current song: run devil run by SNSD

The surgeon put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Your cancer has come roaring back. I would give you about thirty days to live."

"...It was lung cancer. I'd previously had one lung removed. Now, four months later, the cancer was back. This time it was in my ribs and lymph system..... " Yes, this is seriously happening. It's not me, but it's my kmys senior,brother mas afzal.

He was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma Stage 3 in his final year as a medical student in UK in july, 2008.

He started to blog after so many people request him to share his life experience battling with cancer. And he did. I have always follow his blog since he started blogging in December 2008. His writing inspires me a lot, on how to always be positive, dare to dream high, and most of all... he always has things to be grateful. [Masya-allah...!!!]

He is very strong, considering that he is just 26 this year, at such young tender age, battling with the deadly cancer. I can never imagine if this happens to me, or my family. I will collapse for sure, and to imagine further I do not dare. May Allah swt bless him and his family a never ending courage and strength. ~aamin

Health is a blessing we often overlook. Yes?
Allah swt has many ways to test our faith, our iman.
Brother Mas Afzal is one of the chosen people to be tested with illness. Despite the illness, he never gives up, and he tries his very best to do good deeds that benefits other people.

Having good health, is also a test by Allah swt. The test is more challenging, heavier and trickier. Thinking back, how many times we are grateful to Allah swt for these ultimate blessings? What are the good deeds that we have done so far with our good health?

Ooo Allah, I really feel ashamed of myself. Astaghfirullah !!

:: thE viEw ::

2010-03-21T00:46:00.010+08:00

i found that i will be blogging whenever i am suppose to do something much more important. currently i am suppose to do my assignment, but i can't figure out on how to solve it, thus, the blogging. *giggle

suddenly i feel like writing about this. it's based on my experience and observation mixing with different type of people. this is my honest view/perspective as a girl.

1. lelaki yang menggunakan bahasa carut-carutan di hadapan perempuan.
perempuan yang dimaksudkan adalah ibu, ahli keluarga, serta kawan yang berjantina perempuan. jika ingin berbuat demikian, lakukannya bersama rakan-rakan yang sealiran.
sejujurnya, rasa hormat saya akan terkikis pada lelaki sebegini.
"berkatalah yang baik-baik sahaja atau diam."

2. lelaki suka yang bercakap besar, walhal dia tidaklah sehebat mana.
sangat memualkan apabila kita tahu yang dia tidaklah sehebat mana, namun bercakap besar. akhirnya kita juga yang dicari untuk membantu menyelesaikan masalahnya/kerjanya.
"umpama harimau yang tidak bertaring yang mengaum garang"

3. lelaki yang kononnya hendak bergurau/berkelakar, tetapi lawaknya dikategorikan sebagai "offensive" oleh perempuan.
contoh, " cantiknya perempuan itu, rasa nak cium." "nanti aku peluk kang. " "nak cium..!! "
[what the heck? lelaki yang tidak sopan amat saya jauhi.]

maaf, ini hanyalah luahan/pendapat peribadi saya sahaja. mungkin perempuan lain tidak kisah jika mempunyai teman yang suka mencarut di hadapannya, tetapi saya kisah.
mungkin ada yang senang dengan teman yang gemar menggunakan "offensive joke", tetapi saya tidak. saya sangat-sangat menghargai lelaki yang tahu menghormati orang lain.

saya bukanlah insan yang sempurna, dan tiada insan yang sempurna. itu pasti.
[mungkin] ada yang berpendapat, " kecohlah minah ni. kolot... "
tetapi, bukankah ia menjadi kewajipan kita untuk berusaha menjadi lebih baik? saya doakan agar golongan ini berubah, dan kita juga...!! peluang untuk berubah sentiasa ada. *smile

"Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan mengampuni bagimu dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah mendapat kemenangan yang besar."
(Surah Al-Ahzab:71)

Indah bukan pada zahir,tapi terletak pada tutur,
terhampar pada pekerti,terserlah pada santun,
tersentuh pada hati.

:: tabiaT yaNg tiDak peRnaH beruBah ::

2010-03-19T12:36:00.011+08:00

current mood: nil
current song: merancang kerja by nowseeheart

Since i was small, i have the habit to stick my room's wall or personal board or closet or room's door with anything other than the decoration items such as; my ambition, list of the food that I crave for, my own drawing that i like and many more. Life is very simple when we were small.

As i grow older, life gets more complicated and harder. So, the habit of sticking-something-nonsense changed to stick something that are more motivating, realistic reminder, short term and long term goal, and so on. Call me a freak, but that is who i am...!!! *wink

simple, but meaningful.

susah, tapi tak mustahil. keep trying!!!

Whenever I feel like, " I can't do this. It's tooo hard for me." I will look at the notes/posters or whatever things that I stick on my wall to remind me to remain strong, because if you believe in yourself, Allah swt will keeps you going. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get it, no obstacle is too great. *as long as you set a realistic goal!!!

This was stack 6 months ago. My future goal!!! pray for me~ *praying and struggling hard No matter how hard you work for success, if your thought is saturated with the fear of failure, it will kill your efforts, neutralize your courage to try and make success impossible.

It's okay to try, and to fail, because we learn and improve from failure to achieve success. kan?? *smile

p/s : ini salah satu habit saya. anda ada habit yang pelik or menarik untuk dikongsi bersama?

:: Buat Mu ::

2010-03-16T12:17:00.004+08:00

12 March 2010.
Happy birthday ayah...!! [walopon dh telambat..nk post jugak..!! *smile]

During that day, he was not at home due to outstation job which takes 3 weeks. So, I just wish him through the phone, and left the birthday present on his desk. Hopefully he likes the present.
*wink

from left: me and ayah

Anyways, I am very thankful because he is still here, with me and my family. Ya Allah, please protect my dad from any harm, and secure his place with the people that You love.

p/s: happy birthday to all march babies too..!!!

:: secebis doa ::

2010-03-04T19:05:00.003+08:00

Ya Rahman,
berkati Isninku, bersama saudaraku,
agar tidak putus-putus berprestasi,
hingga ke akhir jumaat, yang hujungnya akhirat.
Amin...

p/s: petikan doa sangpelangi

:: KaLa buLan MengamBanG ::

2010-02-24T02:19:00.009+08:00

current mood: nil [sleepy]
current song: teman istimewa by Alarm Me

Yesterday I went to bed earlier than usual, which was around 10pm. My day was packed with lab, redo-ing the assignment, chasing the afternoon tutorial session, doing some calculation exercise and studying for the upcoming midterm test. I was mentally exhausted and the uninvited headache came knocking.

And now, here I am, blogging..haha I woke up around 1230am to continue my reading for the midterm test..and after 2 hours, I feel sleepy again, So, I decided to blog for a while to kill this sleepiness. [alasan]

This is a picture of my study table [very small part of it]. I always have my own-made poster to motivate me to work hard and try my best, and to believe that something better is waiting for me, insha-allah.

Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better.

::Letting go something good for something better ::
In this context, we can also say that giving up = letting go. Letting go isn’t about loss and it's not about defeat. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.
[ credit to miss kay for her inspirational post about letting go]

"ooo Allah, grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
courage to change the things i can,
and wisdom to know the difference..."

p/s: Have faith, and everything will be fine. HE knows best...!!! ^^
tajuk entri cam xde kaitan je kan??...haha~

:: Back From HOLiday ::

2010-02-20T20:25:00.007+08:00

Current song: Mister by KARA
Current mood: enthusiastic

February. I have to say February is about to drive me insane, but not yet, because I am stronger than that. fighting!!!

Yesterday we went to a chinese muslim restaurant around Kota Laksamana area to have "sate celup" for our dinner. This is my first experience eating sate celup...!!! Sate celup is very famous among chinese and usually it is non-halal. Lucky us, there is a halal sate celup restaurant named "Satay Celup Kota" and it is very famous among the Malaccan families and youngsters. [akhirnye dpt gak rs sate celup b4 grad..haha]

antara sate yang dipilih. comel tak??

After ordering your drinks, you can choose your satays- there are many types of satay to choose. Chicken meat, beef, vegetables, fish, prawn, mushrooms, and many more. Each stick will cost you 60cents. Then, we sit around a round table with the "kuah kacang" at the middle. Dipped the satays in the kuah kacang until they are cooked, and eat them while they are still hot.Sedap..!!! The type of 'dip source' varies in different places. Some restaurant prepare the kuah kacang, some prepare soup with chillies, etc.

celup sate kat tengah-tengah. gamba misteri gila. *wink
[penulis tiada dalam gambar]

teh disko menjadi pilihan saya.

I would say sate celup is a healthy food, if you choose and eat them healthily. Remember, we eat to provide the energy needed by our bodies, so that we are able to do good deeds better and to show our grateful to the One who provides food for us to live. Ya Allah, please bless our food, and protect us from the hell...amin~

p/s : click here to view the map of Sate Celup Kota Restaurant

:: SaYa YanG RinDu ::

2010-02-10T19:09:00.009+08:00

current mood : happy and excited
current song : mother by Sami Yusof

I can't deny that i cannot wait to go back home...!!! It has been 5 months since I am away from home. So I am super excited+eager nak balik...!!!

Since two weeks ago, I have been SMS-ing my mother about food that I want her to cook for me when I go back later...*wink

The funny part is, the image of the food suddenly appear in my head in random places- the images appeared when I was walking in the campus area, in the elevator, surfing the internet, watching anime...and so on. Then, I will immediately sms her the food. [ kalo buat list, dh bleh jd menu restoren tuu..haha..byk sgt benda yg nk dimakan]

Just now I just SMS-ed my mother ;
tetiba terasa nak makan nasi lemak mak dengan sambal sotong. sedapnya... ngeeee~

p/s :semua orang pon camtu kan? masakan mak kita la paaaaling sedap dalam dunia!!

:: the fading smile ::

2010-01-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

dear rukia kuchiki,

i want to protect you and your fading smile.

:: somEtimeS, we NeeD tO LoOk baCk ::

2010-01-23T10:10:00.004+08:00

current mood: relax and serene [it's weekend...!!]
current song : Say thanks to Allah by Michael Jackson

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, bertakwalah kepada Allah dan berkatalah yang benar, nescaya Allah akan memperbaiki perbuatanmu serta mengampuni dosa-dosamu. Barangsiapa taat kepada Allah dan Rasulnya maka ia sungguh akan berbahagia dengan kebahagiaan yang agung."
(Al-Ahzab:70-71)

I've been thinking lately, reflecting myself. Looking back on what I did, what I said, and what I saw. I learned a lot, and want to improve myself. We make mistakes, learn from it, move on, and improve. How do people make the right decision? Yes, they learn from the wrong decision that they made. That is called experience.

Got to go now...need to finish my internship report. [x tau nak tulis apa dlm report..*sigh]

:: UpdateS...!! ::

2010-01-16T11:30:00.007+08:00

current song: doa seorang keka sih by Inteam
current mood : happy and excited [ dah abes practical..yeay..!! ]

8 & 9 jan : my and hazman kawin-ing...!!

alhamdulillah... both of them were my ex-college mates. My was my chalet mate back then, and hazman was my muscom president. feel so happy for my, and nice people get ended up with nice people too...*smile janji Tuhan itu pasti, and I truly believe that. I went to their reception in Sepang with my best friend and her husband...the newly wed couple.

moga bahagia sampai ke syurga

I really love the song " doa seorang kekasih" by inteam since it was released about 7 years ago, without knowing that it is a piece of doa for people who's getting married [doa bakal pengantin] that is embedded into a sweet song. I highly recommend for you people to listen to the song.

15 jan : the end of my internship

I never know how much I miss my student life when I start to work in Muehlbauer. But still, I learn a lot, and gain a lot of experience from the staff there. Next week I'm gonna start my student life again...!!!

R&D mechanical people : gonna miss you guys

from left: mr jason lim; the quiet one, but always give me chocolates.
mr ethan lim; my supervisor. crazy and always around to help me.
ms looi ; the new engineer. sangat best kawan dgn dia. sweet sangat..!!
mr hisham; funny, the atmosphere maker and famous for his witty remarks.
mr mathi; the one who is full with wisdom and always encourage me to do my best.
not in the pic : mr brian lim. nice and sweet. and waaaayyy too crazy!

not to forget, other engineers from other departments, other staff, and my beloved crazy abang2 technicians... thank you so much for the knowledge, guidance and experince...!!! God bless you always...*smile

Gonna fight for my last sem, I will study and get ready... and perhaps, my chance of becoming a mechanial engineer will come...insha-allah. [pray for me]

2010 : On my way back into love

2010-01-06T23:01:00.007+08:00

current mood: exhausted [physically and mentally]
current song: cerita hati by hafiz hamidon

hello everyone...!!!
May your new year is accompany by determination and perseverance for anything that is coming. May Allah swt guide and bless us to the righteous path..aamin..

These pictures were taken yesterday when I was at the traffic light, on my way back after work. If I'm not mistaken, it was 7pm. The view was so serene and beautiful.

saya suka amek gamba langit dan awan.
*wink

different route, but the destination is certain.
Allah swt knows what's best for us.

There is only one more week for me working in Muehlbauer. After that, my student life will begin...!! I hope and pray hard that everything will be smooth.
Wish me luck and please lend me some courage..!! Fighting!!

p/s : apakah kaitan tajuk dengan isi kandungan entri kali ni? hahaha... serius x de kaitan..gimik je lebih... gomen! ngeeee~

:: My bestfriend weDDing ::

2009-12-27T18:56:00.010+08:00

25 Dec, 2009. Jumaat.
Malam itu aku tidak dapat melelapkan mata. Hati terasa risau dan gelisah menanti hari esok. Tak pasti kenapa.
Namun, aku berharap segalanya berjalan lancar di majlis pernikahan esok.

26 Dec,2009. Sabtu. 11.20 am, Masjid UKM, Bangi.
Teman baikku sejak di tingkatan 4, anisa...telah selamat diijabkabulkan dengan pilihan hatinya, ando.
Nisa nampak berseri-seri, bak kata orang.."seri pengantin" *smile
Hati rasa sangat-sangat gembira dan terharu kerana teman baikku kini telah melangkah ke satu alam yang baru dalam hidupnya, iaitu alam perkahwinan. Tuhan, bimbing dan berilah kekuatan untuknya menjadi isteri solehah. ~amin

apabila dua hati bertemu kerana satu tujuan iaitu Allah swt,
itulah yang dinamakan kebahagiaan.
*smile

teman-teman rapat yang hadir di majlis penikahan.

27 Dec,2009. Ahad. 11.40 am, Bangi.

Melihat mak andam menyiapkan temanku. Menemani dan membantu sekadar yang perlu. Suasana ketika menyiapkan pengantin agak kelakar bercampur kecoh, kabut dan ceria...hehe... seronok sangat..!!

tadaa....!!! cantik kan?

selamat pengantin baru anisa & ando.
semoga bahagia sampai ke syurga.

p/s: buat ando, sayangi dan lindungilah dia sepenuh hati. bimbinglah dia menuju ke syurga Ilahi. aku di sini sentiasa mendoakan.

:: 1431 ::

2009-12-17T21:13:00.004+08:00

1 Muharram 1431.
May this new year full with Allah s.w.t blessings and love, benefit from the knowledge that He has bestowed upon us, and most of all may He leads us to the light of hidayah.
~aamin

Jaga hati, pelihara diri, hiasi peribadi.

:: RainY vs SuNnY ::

2009-12-12T20:02:00.004+08:00

current mood : calm and stress-free..[ it's weekend..!!! not working..!!]
current song : ring ding dong by shinee

“Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain”

Not me. I'll say sunshine and rain bring happiness. I'll dance in both situation...!!! I love sunny day, and I love rainy day too. *smile

If we put the literal meaning aside, and think about it deeper, sunshine = happy moments. Yes, without a doubt, we will be very happy, feeling really content during our happy moments. On the other hand, rain is always associated with sad, gloomy moments. Is it possible to be happy in this situation? I would say yes. When we fight the sadness and obstacles bravely, in the end, we will end up with smiling. We will also find and learn something from it. That is what life is all about.

Don't forget that every cloud has a silver lining. [betol tak?]

p/s : what about u guys?? suka hujan or sunny day?? *wink

:: Bahagia sampai ke syurga ::

2009-12-05T23:25:00.010+08:00

current mood : serene + happy
current song : Kau kawan, sahabat dan teman by UNIC

Aku selalu percaya bahawa sahabat karib itu tercipta dari sebuah kepercayaan dan takdir Tuhan. Mempunyai kawan yang ramai tidak bermakna semuanya adalah sahabat karib. Sahabat karib padaku, tidak semestinya harus saling bertemu atau bertegur sapa. Adakalanya, kawan kita itu jauh di mata. Biar jarang berutus khabar berita, namun nama sahabat karib itu selalu disebut-sebut dalam doa.

Aku bersyukur dan bertuah kerana mempunyai sahabat-sahabat yang mengingatkan aku kepada Tuhan apabila melihat wajahnya, membuatkan aku menginsafi diri bila berbicara dengannya, dan membuatkan aku ingin menambah amalan tatkala melihat tingkah lakunya. Alhamdulillah... *smile

Aku berasa sungguh bertuah, namun kadangkala terlintas di fikiranku...adakah mereka juga berasa begitu? Bertuah mengenali/memiliku teman seperti aku?

Buat sahabat-sahabatku, terima kasih kerana membuat diri ini terasa bererti.
Aku gembira dan syukur buat kalian.
Akan aku cuba kotakan janjiku.
Seperti yang pernah kita sama-sama angankan suatu ketika dulu.
Nantikan aku di halaman rumah kalian, insha-Allah.
Semoga bahagia sampai ke syurga.

p/s : mendapat ilham setelah membaca bicara kak sue dan encik sangpelangi tentang sahabat karib mereka. *smile

:: Am i RighT... ??? ::

2009-12-04T19:57:00.011+08:00

current mood : excited... friday nite fever..!!
current song : nil

It has been 5 weeks since i started my internship. A lot of things happen, I am glad it happens, alhamdulillah. *smile

Let the pictures tell how my 5 weeks were. *grin

:: week 5 (this week) ::
my workstation is messy. i think my workstation is transforming to a beaver nest. full with stack of papers. folders, product catalogs.
[ni pon br lepas kemas..huhu]

:: yesterday ::
the workstation was full with drawings in various paper size, A2, A1, and the worst of all.. A0... [bleh wat alas meja tuu...]

:: today, afternoon ::
these small notes were pasted by my supervisor. he said it will make my task easier, and making my pc look colorful...what the heck?
[hmm... xtau la apa lg yg dia nk tampalkan pasni]

Working there are difficult, yet challenging. It makes me stronger everyday, because new things keep appearing everyday, unexpectedly. That is why it makes life more beautiful. All I have to do is never give up, be ready all the time, and work hard.

Kurang semangat mengakibatkan lebih banyak kegagalan
berbanding kurangnya kebijaksanaan dan kemahiran.

Am i right??

:: my to-buy list ::

2009-11-22T16:11:00.004+08:00

current mood+ behavior : eccentric
current song : 3 by britney spears

Bacalah dengan menyebut nama Tuhanmu Yang Menciptakan. Dia telah menciptakan manusia dari ‘alaq. Bacalah, dan Tuhanmulah Yang Maha Pemurah. Yang mengajar dengan pena, mengajar manusia apa yang tidak diketahuinya."
(Al-‘Alaq: 1-5)

These are the books in my to-buy list :
1. Have a little faith: a true story by Mitch Albom [motivation]
2. Yakjuj & Makjuj : bencana di sebalik gunung by Muhammad Alexander [ religion]
3. The book of tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern [ fiction]
4. The gift by Cecelia Ahern [ fiction]
5. Untukmu wanita by Ustaz Zaharudin Abdul Rahman [ religion]
6. Heaven can wait by Cally Tailor. [fiction/love]

I am very surprise when I come across this book- " A history of God : The 4,000 quest of Judaism, Christianity and Islam" in a bookstore today. This book was once banned from entering Malaysia market a few years ago, because the government thinks that the content is too sensitive because it is a comparative religion discussion about God existence. I am waiting and looking forward to buy it because it is highly recommended by many Muslims scholars including Malaysian Muslims scholars too. But now, it is every where in Malaysia. [ i wonder why?? ] I am adding this book in my list. *smile

For those who have read any of the book mentioned above, please let me know how it was. Best tak?? Besides that, if you guys have read any interesting book, no matter what genre it is, please recommend it to me..!! Onegai shimasu..!! *wink
Mari membaca, and take care people.

:: 2012: we were warned ::

2009-11-15T22:07:00.006+08:00

current mood : indescribable
current song : lollipop by 2ne1

The world will end on 21 December 2012.

The movie is just what I expected. You need to sit back and enjoy how realistic everything looked. There's a lot of drama, suspense and action. Scary in general, but it has an inspiring message in every scene. The movie heavily relies on the CG visuals. Nevertheless, the CG effects seem very real...!!!

A must watch film..!!!

After watching this movie, these are the messages [that i got] :
1. how people can completely change in order to survive.
2. do not wait until the last moment to appreciate your love ones, especially your family.
3. fight until the end. never hold back.

I will continue further no more to avoid any spoiler content. *wink

What will happen in 2012? Will the world come to an end? Only Allah swt knows best. We are not the one who can decide what will happen. However, as we are granted with knowledge, we can possibly see the signs from Him, because He expects us to reflect and draw conclusions from them. [ spt yg telah dinyatakan di entri terdahulu]

take care people. blog adjourn.

:: yellow + white ::

2009-11-08T17:47:00.004+08:00

current mood : serene and happy [because it's raining..!!]
current song : super girl by super junior

SPM is around the corner.
It is less than two weeks from now. Last night while talking to my little sister on the phone, I asked her about her final preparation for the fierce and merciless battle, the SPM. She said that so far, her preparation is good..but she is very-very nervous. I understand her feeling since I had experienced it before.

Hmmm.. when thinking back about my high school...the year when I sat for the SPM. I can still remember the feeling. Nervous, but at the same time excited. Nervous because I was afraid of screwing up my papers. Excited because I don't have to go through the nerve wrecking moment again..haha

All in all... I really enjoy my high school years. So much memories and unforgettable moments.

cantik tak? baru je beli semalam.

They are the combination of white and yellow chrysanthemums. There is a florist shop that I regularly visit to buy flowers to decorate my room or my table. The flowers are fresh, nice and really cheap. The yellow and white colours give me these energetic and fresh feeling whenever I look at them.

Lately I noticed the power, feeling, mood, and some sort of energy that comes from flowers and plants around me. God shows us proofs of His creation with His superior power and infinite knowledge everywhere, and expects us to reflect and draw conclusions from them. As stated in the Holy Quran, only people capable of using their intellects can think and learn and thus know and appreciate our Lord in the best possible way.

Mari melihat dengan mata hati... *smile

:: it's saturday..!!! ::

2009-10-31T10:31:00.002+08:00

current mood : mari berehat di hujung minggu..hehe
current song : nil

Last night i had a very sweet dream..but totally can't remember what is it after i wake up. Today is saturday..!!! yeay..!! It's time for me to rest all day, do nothing but pampering myself. *smile

So far, i had spend two weeks in muehlbauer technology sdn. bhd. . In my department, there are six engineers (including me). Among these six people, there are two malays- me and mr hisham.

[if u can speak in English, it doesn't mean that your English is good. Usually others can tell directly whether u r good or not when u open your mouth]
But in this place, everyone here are very fluent in english, and half of them are very fluent in dutch including mr hisham because they once finished their degrees in germany.

The thing that impress me is, even though they are sooo unbelievably good in english and dutch, all of them converse in bahasa malaysia amongs them. usually when chinese is talking to chinese, they prefer to talk in chinese or english right? But not them!
They speak in malay!! All of them..!! Their malay is not that good, [mixing with pelat cina and pelat india] but still, they honour the official language, bahasa malaysia. [terharu..!!!]

Rasa klaka plak bila india bersembang dengan cina in malay...haha...cute!! kalau nak mencarut, they replaced all the carut-carutan words with "chicken." hmmm..chicken? what the heck? haha

"chicken la ko ni..!! "
"chicken btol la bnda ni..tak tahan aku..!! "

They only use English or Dutch when speaking to the dutch workers ( 1/5 workers here are dutch] and other foreigners.

All the technicians are caring, sweet, and funny. They always give me stupid remarks or nicknames. I think I already have almost 20 stupid names while working here- "nyah" .. "minah".. "adik".. "madam" .."cik bunga" and other names that i already forget. To make it short, everyday, i will get at least one new name...haha

I learn a lot...I learn how to view things in an engineer's perspective. Seeing things from other people's side is different. It widens your horizon, open up you eyes, and most of all you learn the purpose of being born as an engineer. besides all the obstacles and hiccups, it makes me really want to become engineer more!! fighting..!!!

I'll stop here. Take care everyone..!! [hugs and kisses]

:: slowly, but surely ::

2009-10-24T18:12:00.003+08:00

manusia merancang dengan cita-cita,
Allah s.w.t merancang dengan cinta-Nya.

to be inspired, please visit: http://sueloveart.blogspot.com/

p/s: thanks kak sue...

:: stePpiNg tO a New WorLD ::

2009-10-22T21:59:00.005+08:00

current mood: calm + relax
current song : super girl by super junior-M

assalamualaikum and hi...!!

life has been pretty hectic lately. today is my 5th day of internship. i have been assigned to R&D section, under the mechanical engineering department.

on my first day, i thought i'm gonna bored to death, my i was wrong. TOTALLY..!!!
there were tonnes of stuff waiting for me. I found them challenging, since i need to apply almost 50% of what i have learn in university..[byk x ingat..dh karat..huhu]
but i am really lucky because all the engineers are very helpful, friendly, poyo +sengal +happening despite having the heavy pressure of workloads. they are all like big bothers to me.

my work station

at first i was a bit uncomfortable because i am the only female in the department, but now i am used to it.

today, i went to the KWSP building to open a new EPF account. [rasa cm dh btol2 keje plak..hehe] the HR department wants me to have an EPF account because 8% from my allowance will be inserted to that account.
[and that time, i was like.. what the..?? KWSP..? serius ke ni kne ada KWSP..?]

one interesting thing about this company is- every morning before stepping inside the company's gate, the body temperature of every staffs are taken and recorded. if your temperature is normal, you may proceed inside and punch your id card. if the temperature is a bit higher than normal, eventhough you don't feel sick at all, you are not allowed to go inside, and are advised to take MC.
[kalo cmni la.. mari naikkan suhu bdn.. and balik tdo..haha]

the R&D department official and standard design scale and words are all done in Dutch.
pening nak faham.
kena rujuk kat handbook ni..huhu

this is just the beginning of the story of my internship life. I am gonna tell u guys more in the next entry. About what I feel, think, learn, find, figure out while spending my time in the company.

p/s : moga perkongsian ini memberi manfaat dan barakah buat kita semua..insha-allah~
p/s/s : gamba x clear sgt sbb amek dgn camera henfon

:: beSt wiShes frOm mE to You ::

2009-10-03T14:18:00.006+08:00

current mood : happy
current song : bunyi ujan... [best sgt..!!]

to all my friends, wishing you all the best for your exam, do your best..!!
not to forget, good luck for your internship, have fun and explore new things.
And for those who is going to start their FYP... be ready yaa..!! *wink

i made these cards for my friends (guys) as their lucky charm,
with siput babi clips on them..haha

Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata:
“Kami beriman”, sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu dugaan)?Dan demi sesungguhnya! Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum mereka, maka (dengan ujian yang demikian), nyata apa yang diketahui Allah tentang orang-orang yang benar-benarnya beriman, dan nyata pula apa yang diketahui-Nya akan orang-orang yang berdusta.
[al-Ankabut: 2-3]

these are for the girls... much sweeter, with lebah betina clips attached to them
*smile

p/s : ingatlah, walau apa sahaja ujian atau cabaran yang datang, Tuhan sedang mengukur tahap keimanan seorang hamba... fighting..!!

:: mY fanTabuLous raYa ::

2009-09-29T00:19:00.005+08:00

current mood: happy
current song: nil

this year's raya was a fantabulous..!!! [best sgt..!!]

raya tahun ini agak luarbiasa dari raya-raya sebelumnya.
seperti biasa, kami pulang behari raya di kampung emak. kali ini kami tidak pulang ke kampung ayah memandangkan atok beraya di gombak [rumah pak ngah] tahun ini.

di sebalik keriangan raya kami, terselit sedikit rasa terkilan kerana ayah tidak pulang ke kampung beraya bersama kerana cutinya dibekukan. namun, ayah lebih rela jika kami berhari raya di kampung dari tinggal bersamanya di pagi raya. "kesian kamu tak dapat raya kalau duduk dengan ayah, baliklah kampung." katanya. kata-kata yang tegas, namun sarat dengan kasih sayang...huhu

ini merupakan kali pertama saya [ehem..gila formal..hehe] bergilir-gilir memandu bersama adik sejauh ini untuk pulang ke kampung. kami bertolak pulang sehari sebelum raya. bertemankan emak sebagai co-pilot, kami hanya mendengar arahannya untuk masuk di mana-mana simpang di dalam perjalanan...haha, gila tak tau jalan..nasib baik mak ada...!!
adik bongsu kami yang langsung tidak berperanan hanya tidur sepanjang perjalanan...cis..!!

dipendekkan cerita, seperti biasa, di pagi raya semua benda-benda wajib pasti dibuat- solat, makan, ziarah kubur, bersalaman.
raya kali ini agak luar biasa kerana keturunan wak pie (gelaran arwah atok shafie) dan wak rah (gelaran arwah nenek zaharah) semakin berseri dengan kehadiran cicit-cicit baru, anak-anak kepada sepupu-sepupuku yang sudah dan juga baru berumahtangga. kehadiran anak-anak kecil yang comel ini sangat menyejukkan mata, dan sangat-sangat mencuit hati. geramm...!! hehe [tetiba jeolous plak tengok anak orang..ngeee]

dari kiri : ketam bangkang masak cili, belangkas masak cili

selain wajik dan lontong, hidangan tradisi yang wajib dimakan kalau pulang ke kampung- ketam bangkang masak cili, asam pedas masak ikan belukang, belangkas masak cili.. sedapnya hingga menjilat jari.

"hasil kutipan" juga sangat lumayan tahun ini. semakin meningkat usia, semakin banyak la hasil. kaya kejap..hehe..selagi belum bekerja, selagi itulah kami masih layak mengutip hasil... hehe

menjaga si kemetot ini sementara menunggu ibu dan bapanya melaram

walaupun masih dalam mood raya..kami tepaksa berangkat pulang kerana cuti raya yang singkat. tapi tak mengapa, insha-allah jika dipanjangkan umur, tahun depan pasti berjumpa lagi..!!

p/s : ini kisah ringkas raya saya. anda bagaimana? saya pasti raya anda juga menggembirakan..!!

:: Eid is approaching..!! ::

2009-09-17T00:11:00.007+08:00

current mood : raya mood..!!!!
current song : ku pohon restu ayah bonda by mamat [layan lagu raya ni] *wink

I feel like ramadan is flying by so fast. It's only few days away...Eid is coming.. and with it, the promise of a few more rays of sun each day. *smile

I still remember my first fasting experience, how hard+unusual it was for me. That time I was seven years old. I see the importance of fasting as one of the essential pillars as a muslim as I grew up, and have gotten closer to Allah [insha-allah] and not to forget, on how my Ramadans have been through out years.

"Bukanlah puasa itu (hanya) menahan diri dari makan dan minum. Sebaliknya ia juga harus tertahan dari perkara lagha dan lucah. Apabila kamu dimaki atau diperbodohkan, berkatalah AKU BERPUASA"
(riwayat Ibn Khuzaimah dan al-Hakim / Sahih al-Targhib 1068)

bulan ramadan berlalu pergi,
menyambut tibanya aidilfitri,
ampun dan maaf segala peri,
moga ikatan kekal di hati.
~salam aidilfitri~

I pray that all of you are all well and may Allah swt bless and guide us in this Ramadan and the coming Syawal, and for next coming Ramadans and Syawals as well. insha-allah *smile.

p/s : mari penuhi hari2 terakhir ramadhan..

:: AnxiOuSLy waiTiNg fOr tOmoRroW ::

2009-09-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

currently i am anxiously waiting for tomorrow.
tomorrow is the day.
tomorrow is really important for me.
it's between life and death.
Dear Allah, please help and guide me.
kuatkan dan tabahkanlah hatiku...
fighting!!!

:: busiest ever ::

2009-09-05T00:28:00.004+08:00

current mood: tersiksa jiwa raga..fighting!!!
current song: nil

this is a quick update...currently I am half-dead busy+struggling to finish my FYP report, preparing slides for the presentation and studying for the final exam. It's okay, Tuhan sedang mengajarku erti sabar. *smile

on the bright side, i am enjoying and utilising my ramadhan to the fullest. *wider smile
thanks to Allah swt, fasting makes me stronger than yesterday, and tomorrow i will definitely become stronger than today, insha-allah.

Happy birthday dear ara_misz, anisa, siti sarah, and my ever dearest mak.[these are all the august babies]

take care everyone, and may Allah swt bless you guys always. Ramadhan cuma datang setahun sekali... jadi mari sama-sama gunakan peluang ini dengan sebaik-baiknya.

p/s rindu dalam hati..hanya Tuhan yang tahu...huhu gomen ne~

:: ramadhan is approaching..!! ::

2009-08-21T10:47:00.004+08:00

current mood : excited..!! [ramadhan's approaching..!!]
current song: nil

Ramadhan is fast approaching and I take this opportunity to wish all Muslim the best in Ramadhan and as it is a month of ibadah & forgiving, I wish to extend my sincere apologies to anybody directly or indirectly that have been insulted by my words and/or any of the postings I fowarded. May ALLAH showers all of you with blessing...insha-allah..

Praise belongs to God who guided us to His praise and placed us among the people of praise, that we might be among the thankful for His beneficence and that He might recompense us for that with the recompense of the good-doers!

Ramadan is the (month) in which was sent down the Qur-an, as a guide to mankind, also Clear (Signs) for guidance and judgment (between right and wrong). So every one of you who is present (at his home) during that month should spend it in fasting, but if any one is ill, or on a journey, the prescribed period (should be made up) by days later. Allah intends every facility for you; He does not want to put you to difficulties. (He wants you) to complete the prescribed period, and to glorify Him in that He has guided you; and perchance ye shall be grateful.
Surah Al Baqarah:185

Let's hope this month of trial serves to strengthen our faith. Use up the opportunities to 'collect points' wisely! Are you ready?

p/s : selamat berpuasa dan beribadat..!!!

:: to never look away, and never to forget ::

2009-08-11T17:51:00.006+08:00

current mood : exhausted
current song : superman by lucky laki

Last week was a blast..!!! but it was fun. I went to a lot of places- the factories, the relatives' houses, the sisters' gathering, eating at different places and bumped into unexpected people as well...*smile

Not to miss, I also attended the convocation ceremony of one of my dear friend, Ms Kay. Despite the H1N1 disaster, there were still a lot of people there. Hey, who does not want to share their happy+proud moments together with their love ones??

Miss Kay.
Harapan dan kebanggaan ayah dan ibu.
Dan aku juga...!!

to never look away, and never to forget.
from left : kak ana and kak ara
thanks for taking care of me during my stay in cyberjaya.
thanks for the lovely and warm ukhuwwah.
gonna miss u guys. again.
*smile

ok..gtg.. this is a quick post. but still, i manage to slip in a few pics..haha
take care, people.

:: On a bright, new daY ::

2009-07-29T15:38:00.004+08:00

current mood : nil
current song : i am listening to the beat of my heart

This morning, accompanied by my sore throat, my running nose and my headache, I went to the panel clinic. That time I was sooo not in the mood, and I bet I will punch anyone at their face if they try to mess up with me.

While waiting for my name to be called to see the dear doctor, I sat next to a woman with his son on her lap. The mother is reading a magazine, and that little boy is very cute, around 4 years old I presume. At first, I could not catch what is the little boy is mumbling about. And when I try to listen carefully, it really surprise me!! that little boy is reciting "Asma ul Husna", but in a "pelat" way.

Ya Allah..!! I feel like my body was numb for a second, and I really feel ashamed of myself when comparing to that dear little boy. "berzikir bukan hanya selepas solat, tapi berzikirlah setiap kali ada masa terluang."Slowly I began to follow that boy's rhythm, I started to berzikir dalam hati, since I felt sooo weak to walk, or even to talk.

Terima kasih Tuhan, kerana memberi peringatan dalam keadaan yang tidak disangka-sangka...Alhamdulillah... *smile

Hembusan angin ke muka. Sang angin sedang berzikir.
Bunyi cicipan burung yang kedengaran. Sang burung juga sedang berzikir.
Bunyi deruan air sungai yang mengalir. Sang sungai juga tidak pernah lupa berzikir.
Bagaimana pula dengan kita?

:: TuhAn SeDang MenGajArmu... ::

2009-07-22T01:25:00.006+08:00

current mood: calm, serene
current song: fire by 2ne1

here i wanna share some piece of wisdom from genta-rasa.com:

Wahai diri,
ingatlah, segala gerak dan laku makhluk adalah dengan izin Allah jua. Jika datang orang “menghadiahkan” air mata… Allah sedang mendidikmu tentang sifat sabar. Jangan dilihat manusia yang menjadi “sebab”, lihat dengan mata hati yang Allah jua yang menjadi “musabbabil asbab”.Keimanan kepada Tuhan akan menimbulkan rasa sabar menghadapi karenah insan.

Jika kau di sakiti oleh makhluk, DIA sedang mengajarmu erti reda. Kita bukan malaikat untuk terus pasrah tanpa terusik oleh calar dan cakar insan.

Terimalah hakikat kita bukan Tuhan yang mencatur rezeki dan nikmat untuk hamba-hamba-Nya. Jangan kau tanyakan mengapa dia yang dilebihkan, aku dikurangkan?

p/s : jangan bimbang jika tidak dihargai, tetapi bimbanglah jika benar-benar kita tidak berharga...di mata Tuhan..!!

:: Yeay..!!! ::

2009-07-18T22:11:00.014+08:00

current mood: happy, relax
current song : i don't care by 2ne1 [addicted..!!]

Yeay..!!! Part 1
I went to watch Harry Potter and The Half-blood Prince yesterday [saturday,18 july] with my friends. I personally think that this is the first Harry Potter movie that has a lot of funny+comedy scenes. Yes, I admit, I laughed my heart out every time when it comes to Ron Weasley's scenes. But sadly, the thrill is not there, maybe it is because there were very few action scenes. Again, this is the first Harry Potter movie that has the lease action scenes.

Overall, i rate 4/10 for this movie. It does not have a strong story line, and I am a bit disappointed since I expect something extra ordinary, with more 'magical actions/stuff ' that gives me the thrill and excitement like other Harry Potter movies. For example: spells, charms and magic thingy that can impress me.

It does not meet my expectation. As simple as that.

Other people might not agree with me, but well, this is just my personal opinion. So, for those who have watch it... what do you think?

SPOILER : the half-blood prince is revealed at the end of the story. and you will be surprised!! *wink

citer transformer sgt best. 8/10. rated!!!

----------------------XOXO----------------------

YeaY..!! Part 2
Actually it is a late update...but oh well, there's no harm right? *wink

Last week [or a week before that..?? not sure..] a dear friend of mine, miss yat, invited us to experience the fruit season, in her uncle's orchard. But there was a change in plan, so we just come to visit her uncle's family in their house.

Along the way, there were a lot of rambutan trees, waving brightly in red... juicy... scrumptious... just perfect. *drooling

When we arrived, there were a lot of durians and rambutans at the house entrance, waiting to be savoured by us..hehe alhamdulillah...

Barangsiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah nescaya akan dibukakan jalan keluar baginya (dari sebarang masalah) dan akan dikurniakan rezeki dari sumber-sumber yang tidak diduga.
(Surah At-Talaaq: 2 & 3)

The durians were small...BUT quite remarkably the sweetest and finest I have taste so far. Never a durian lover myself, so i just taste a few and back off...letting others to enjoy them. *smile
A million thanx to yat's aunty for her wisdom, and we will treasure it as our lucky charms to success in life.

sekadar renungan;

Ingatlah bahawa:
Apabila kamu melihat seseorang itu dikurniakan atasnya rezeki dan masih bermaksiat kepada Allah dan lalai dalam mensyukuri dan mentaatiNya, maka ketahuilah kamu bahawa ini sesungguhnya adalah satu pujukan atau umpan.

Tuhan, jauhkan kami dari tergolong di kalangan mereka. nauzubillah~

p/s : Dear yat, thanx for the lovely,fun memories..!!! Ajak la lagi ye..hehe and not to forget, thanx to our camerawoman, miss kay. *wink

:: tentang Cinta ::

2009-07-07T22:29:00.006+08:00

current mood : exhausted [baru balik extra class ni..]
current song : lucky by ashly

Through out time, i learned a lot about love. I got to know what love is all about. I learn about LOVE by looking at my parents, friends, people around me..and most of all...i learn about Allah's love, the Creator. Alhamdulillah *smile

A piece of advice from my Ustaz and Ustazah... and my usrah's mates during college,
" kalau nak mencari calon suami atau isteri, lihatlah pada 'subuh'nya, dan kukunya..."

p/s: that is the fundamental thing that you have to look after. i had a loooong thought about it, and it does makes sense.

Another saying from older people that i know,
" kalau muka si perempuan dan si lelaki macam adik-beradik, maknanya ada jodoh. Jodoh mereka kuat..."

p/s : hmm..i wonder..

******************************

Yet another quote from a film that really knock me out, [ekceli dh pnah dgr, cuma x amek pot sblm ni..tp kali ni mmg membuatkan hati rasa terkesan]

"Jodoh ada tiga jenis jodoh.

Jodoh dari Syaitan… berkenalan, berpegangan tangan, buat maksiat, mengandung lalu bernikah.
Jodoh dari Jin… berkenalan, bertepuk sebelah tangan, lalu dibomoh dan disihirkan sebelah pihak sampai tunduk mengikut kemahuan lalu bernikah.
Jodoh dari Allah… cinta berputik, masuk meminang dan langsung bernikah, itulah SYURGA CINTA...."

Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an ever better feeling. A soulmate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other,will be there for you for ever,no matter what.

so, what do you think??

:: looking to the sky ::

2009-06-29T20:40:00.007+08:00

current mood : physically exhausted
current song : masih cinta by kotak..[ best sgt..!!...makan dalam tuuu...]

Have you ever looked at the sky on a bright, clear day? What did you see?
I have always love to look to the sky, but never thought to capture and share it with people. Inspired by miss jane, i have snapped a few pictures, and the pictures are not soo bad after all...hehe

This photo was taken while I was traveling. managed to capture it even though I was in the car .
I love how the colours of the sky during the sunset.

:: ku dongak ke langit, ku tunduk ke bumi, memuji Ilahi ::

This one was taken when I was walking at the beach with my family.

The clouds were just so amazing, and the sky is sooo blue.

There is a saying, whenever we feel sad or frustrated, just look to the sky. It really soothes our feeling just by looking at the sky, admit it. It seems like that vast and unbound sky penetrates through our heart and sweeps our sadness and negative feelings away.

"kalau hati kita tenang ketika melihat langit, bukan kerana langit itu yang memberi ketenangan, tetapi kerana langit itu ‘dekat’ dengan Allah yang menciptanya. Hati kita akan jadi tenang bila dekat dengan sesuatu yang dekat dengan Allah.

Benarlah firman Allah:
“Ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah (zikrullah) hati akan menjadi tenang.”

::puffy clouds like a cotton candy::

Yes, we could spend all day on the couch watching tv, chatting with friends through YM...
but with skies like this to see, that would be a waste, don't you think?

p/s : kalo sesiapa ada gamba langit/awan yg cantik2[personal collection], sila la share ye..*smile

:: SelamaT haRi Bapa ::

2009-06-21T11:02:00.003+08:00

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so, He called it ... Dad

p/s : thank you for everything... Tuhan, lindungilah dia dan rahmatilah ayahku selalu~

:: bacaan yang terkesan di hati ::

2009-06-15T21:46:00.014+08:00

current mood : happy + anxious
current song : ummi by ahmed bukhatir

I have always have the passion for english books, but during these few months, i tried to deviate that passion to malay books. Mind you, it's not the 'novel meleleh' type. I have the tendency to read about motivation, religion and global knowledge genres when it comes to malay books. Saya selalunya akan lebih terkesan apabila membaca bidang-bidang yang penting dalam bahasa ibunda. *smile

Last month, i have 'borongED' four books from my online shopping. I spent a lot without realising it.When it comes to books, i don't mind spending my money. I feel that it is worth to spend a lot for knowledge.
I have just finished reading this book- BENARKAH ISKANDAR BUKAN ZULQARNAIN. From this book, i got to know clearly who is this Zulqarnain that was mention in the holy Quran, and who is ALEXANDER THE GREAT a.k.a Iskandar Agung. From my reading, i can conclude that Zulqarnain is not Iskandar, vice versa.

To make things simple, Iskandar is the name of a king, but Zulqarnain is the 'gelaran' to a king stated in the Holy Quran. There are a few candidates/kings that were discussed in this book that suited the gelaran for example; Raja Xerxes, Raja Kurush, etc, but clearly it is not Raja Iskandar Agung from Macedonia.

Besides that, the author also disscussed about Jews, how the Jews were divided to 12 clans, about nabi-nabi(messengers) that we never knew and heard of, and not to miss, para rasul (prophets). There is also a discussion about a religion that worship the fire a.k.a majusi- how it is originated, who start it, when, what, and many more.

Currently I am reading this book- BERCINTA SAMPAI KE SYURGA. [sweet je tajuk dia..heh] it should be noted that this is a motivation, soul searching book. its not a lovey-dovey book, okay. It is the continuation of a best seller book entitled ' AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA'. I'll review this book as soon as I finish reading it.

Buku kita, harta kita.
take care and happy reading! *smile

p/s : sorry because it took so long for me to update. gomenasai minna san..!!

:: easy to spell, but hard to read ::

2009-05-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

H.E.A.R.T
it is easy to spell
but hard to read
difficult to understand

*sigh
tabahlah wahai hati~

:: rAndOm PicTurEs ::

2009-05-18T23:58:00.010+08:00

current mood : starting to feel nervous for tomorrow [tomorrow is my first paper]
current song : witch yu hee OST by Ashily

these are some random pictures taken while i am suppose to study for tomorrow's exam...[oh tidak..what am i doing?? ]

I love having fresh flowers on my table. Be it roses, sunflowers or carnations. i feel nice and warm. *smile

My messy table with energy notes. and i have been using that calculator for almost 7 years.

mooo....!!! that is where i rest my wrist.
that teddy bear container is where i put my paper clips and hair clips.

half of my wall is full with "stick-on-it" notes,reminders and other sorts of things.

dear friends,
tomorrow we march to the battle field,
let's do our best, and hope for the best..!!!
fighting..!!

:: next week : ExAm..!!! ::

2009-05-14T22:21:00.001+08:00

current mood: mentally exhausted
current song : nil

Tuhan...
kurniakan padaku
fahaman para nabi
hafazan para rasul
dan
ilham para malaikat
aamin~

p/s : exam start next week- 19 may... doakan aku..!! ^^

:: My MoTher iS amAziNg ::

2009-05-10T10:45:00.007+08:00

current mood : rindu kat mak
current song : Ummi by ahmed bukhatir

I am very thankful and words cannot express how grateful i am for still having my mother, here with me, my sisters, and my father. When i see other people who is not as fortunate as i am [for having a mother], i can see how much they miss their mother, or how much they want to have a mother on their own, it makes me feel sad and...the feeling is just indescribable...huhu

Ya Tuhan,
Please protect her while I am far away. Please protect her from anything bad, seen or unseen. Please lead her to only good things and please secure her place in heaven along with the people that You love.

[inspired by ummusaif.com]
I just wanna say that, one of the reasons why I love my mother is, while all those people around admire/love me because of the extra ordinary things they see in me [ada ke?? haha] but she loves me all because of the ordinary things she found in me. When other people look down to me, while others giving their back, she will always be there for me.

No one could ever love me the way she does… because she is my mother. *smile
Happy Mother's Day...!!

mother by sami yusuf

ummi by ahmed bukhatir

:: What kinD oF bLogGer aRe yOu ? ::

2009-05-09T11:05:00.007+08:00

current mood : serene
current song : Gee by SNSD

while taking a few minutes break from studying [ otak dh tepu], i visited this website just for fun- www.blogthings.com. this is the result from the quiz that i did.

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.

You're up on the latest news, and you have an interesting spin on things.

Of all the blogging types, you put the most thought and effort into your blog.

Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

there are a lot of fun quizzes there... kalo dah sangap, bleh la try..!! *wink
okay..back to study..!!

:: TiMe tO siT, rElaX and reChaRge MyseLf!! ::

2009-05-03T14:45:00.008+08:00

current mood : happy +calm
current song: hello by beyonce

"...Oh Tuhan, hindarkan daku dari keluhan yang tiada hujung, dan datangkan syukur yang tak pernah putus..."
[inspired by sang pelangi]

Alhamdulillah...
Now i can sit, relax and pamper myself. The last 3 weeks was the busiest week for me. Extremely hectic. Busiest ever. As a final year student, there is no doubt that my life will be busier than before, with more challenges waiting for me in the future. But i don’t mind, because life is full of adventures and new things to be explored.

I feel sorry to my mom, whom i always call every day, but due to tonnes of work, i only managed to text messaging her, or we just having a short conversation. My humble apology to anyone who i have hurt unknowingly +unintentionally[kalo ada]. To anyone who have hurt me during the whole 3 hectic weeks, i forgive you, because i believe that you did not mean it, you are just the victim of situation and as normal human, sometimes we fail to fight back the obstacles strongly+rationally. [kita sama2 x sempurna] *wink

dunia dan akhirat itu umpama rumput dan padi

But after all, i am very grateful because all the hard work is worth it. Even though its difficult, everything went smoothly-The assignments, the final year project, the presentations. [kalo kita buat sesuatu dgn ikhlas and tabah, kejayaan dan kemenangan akan mengiringi, itu janji Tuhan. Janji Tuhan itu pasti].

After everything ended, we went for celebration, dinner, shopping, movie and anime marathon, barbeque at the beach. [best sesangat..!!] I got the chance to do one thing that i miss the most, to read again...there are a lot of book to be read [i got a lot of books during my bday..yeay!!]

Now, i shall start to focus on my exam which will be around within 2 weeks time. I have promise myself that i will work harder. I will study and get ready. And perhaps, my chance will come..insha-allah..!! *smile

p/s : terima kasih setulus hati buat insan-insan yg x pernah putus menyokong, membantu dan mendoakan di saat getirku... May Allah swt bless u guys always.

:: Tag Untuk HaRi iNi ::

2009-04-22T12:18:00.006+08:00

current mood : sgt2 hepi [many good things happen today..alhamdulillah] *wink
current song : hakikat bahagia by UNIC

This "10 things about" was tagged by encik khairuldin matra. so here it is..

#1 Describe 10 things about the person who tag you:
1. my ex-schoolmate.MRSM PC
2. a decent guy.
3. his class is exactly opposite to my class when i was in form 4.
4. people used to call him 'din slow'.. and i dunno why
5. as far as i remember.. he loves choc cake a lot.
6. has 7 siblings.
7. anak cikgu rahim
8. his zodiac sign is virgo
9. he loves playing football. since skolah..sampai la skrg. its in his blood.
10. warganegara Malaysia,heh

#2 Describe 10 things about you:
1. my friends called me ima, mak(bersifat keibuan..??), dinasour(sbb kuat mkn), imah, olive, er che(it means kak ngah in chinese), tai ka che (pggilan taiko utk pompuan )

2. i love to read. i read different genres. [tapi bkn nerd]
3. suka berpakaian simple. [sampai kne tegur dgn mak,"cuba la ko melawa sket"..hahaha]
4. i enjoy eating.
5. seorang yg ganas lg brutal, walopon nama sendiri bermaksud 'lemah lembut' *sigh
6. i hate durian and anything related to it.
7. i love baking. a lot.
8. korean-japanese drama+movie lover. addicted.
9. i hate purple more than i hate green colour.
10. i love to say things directly. it's not sarcasm. i mean i'm a straight forward kind of person. i feels that it is more sincere that way. but i still jaga hati people...hehe

p/s : gomenasai... sbb amek masa berkurun2 nk buat tag ni... heh

:: if God can forgive, why we can't ?? ::

2009-04-21T20:22:00.010+08:00

current mood : relieve ( feeling better than yesterday...yesterday i was damn stress with tonnes of work)
current song : cinta dan harapan by firdaus

something to ponder :

ALLAH swt always forgives faults… shouldn’t we,human..?
Revenge is the worst response of a hurt and done by the worst type of people.
As happiness comes mostly from closest friends, hardest pain or hurt is caused by them as well…!
Never give in to rudeness when u can fight back with kindness.

this interesting statement was written in one of my course mate's blog:
Guys never forget favors, never forgive betrayal, although they betray the most…!
Girls never appreciate favors, never consider betrayal, although it hurts the most…!

:: so small, yet so sweet ::

2009-04-16T23:07:00.010+08:00

current mood : happy + relieve
current song : honey by KARA

it's usual to have a best friend, or best friends. but in our case, it's different. because she is my cousin, i cannot simply called her my best friend, instead i called her my best cousin. *wink

on feb 22nd 2009, she got a baby girl. after i heard the news, i cannot wait to visit her and her baby. deep in my heart, i am deeply regret and guilty because at last minute during her wedding last year, i cannot be her maid of honour a.k.a pengapit...because on that day, i have my final exam..and i know i have dissappoint her. huhu

she is really understanding. we have been best cousin since we are small. we eat, sleep, bath, gossip, and we did almost everything together. her secret, is my secret too.
best sgt2...!!

this photo was taken during my visit to see her baby girl. both of them look very healthy, but they seem tired. [pnat melayan tetamu kot]

utk org jawa, we called it 'menilik bayi"... this custom is for the first visit to see a newborn baby. people usually bring along gift or money for the newborn.

so small, yet so sweet..!!
nur eliya maisarah binti mohd firdaus issyam.
[pnjg gila nama]

moga lahirmu menjadi penyejuk mata, penawar hati ibu dan ayah.

tahniah to intan/my dear cousin and issyam...!!! *smile

these children are my aunty's neighbours. they will come inside the house every time they see my aunt opens her front door. they just come inside and play, making themselves at home. [suka-suka je msk rmh org..selamba gila...sebbaik la korg chomel...hehe]

una a.k.a husna
[anak jiran belah kiri]

anim a.k.a khalilah hanim
[anak jiran belah kanan]

p/s : senyuman si kecil yang cantik, yang mengirimkan cinta, dan mengutus kasih sayang bagi orang lain tanpa kepura-puraan. betol kan?

:: special entry for a special day ::

2009-04-10T20:15:00.006+08:00

current mood : happy, but kind of missing a few important ppl
current song : hakikat bahagia by UNIC

:: bravely we smile ::
from left : kak ana, me, kak ara, kay

i miss you guys so much. today i miss u guys more than ever. i feel like part of myself is missing.

this picture is one of my favourite pictures. seeing this picture brings back the old sweet memories. i still remember it clearly. we really had a hard time when the picture was taken. but still, we managed to overcome all the hardships together bravely. thank you so much. i am lucky and grateful to know you guys.

"rindu itu adalah anugerah dari Allah. insan yang berhati nurani, punyai rasa rindu."
-hijjaz-

:: suCi sEkePinG haTi ::

2009-04-09T17:49:00.004+08:00

current mood : so-so [mentally exhausted]
current song : nil

while busy doing my fyp just now, something keeps telling me to open kak sue's blog. and i did. alhamdulillah, i am glad i did.

kak sue is one of my cyber friend. i get to know her after clicking her blog link from a friend's blog one day. then, i dropped to say hi in her chat box. since then, we become friends. kak sue, glad that i found your blog. i enjoy reading her blog. *smile

her new post is really something. short, simple, but contains super deep meaning. here it goes;

p/s : for further reading, pls visit www.sueloveart.blogspot.com

:: Being PatienCe iS beaUtifUL ::

2009-03-29T17:24:00.007+08:00

bersabarlah, Tuhan sedang mengujimu...!!
[feeling motivated after reading a blog of a friend of mine]

It’s a lie to to think you’re not good enough. It’s a lie to think you’re not worth anything. It’s very hard to smile sometimes through life, through things that happen that you don’t know, you don’t understand, you don’t know whether you will get through it..

You go through your storms in life, you don’t know how long the storms is going to be.

However, being patience is beautiful, but it is the hardest thing.

It is scary to know just how many people are angry with their lives just of their situation at home and angry at others.. It is scary to know how many people actually feel they worth nothing.
But every girls are gorgeous just the way they are. And for the boys.. you’re the MAN!

p/s : remember, happiness keeps you sweet, trials makes you strong, sorrows keeps you human, failure keeps you humble, success keeps you glowing, and Allah swt keeps you going..!!!

:: SeeiNg thingS cleaRly ::

2009-03-10T20:33:00.008+08:00

current mood : gloomy (maybe )
current song : bisikan nurani by Inteam

Yesterday, after having a looOog chat with kak ana and anisa, it made me think and help me to see things clearly. We chat about many stuff, and it really feels good to have people to talk to, when everything seems so blur, crouded and confusing. thanks kak ana and nisa !! hehe

" Beruntunglah muslim yang dijadikan akalnya sebagai pemimpin dan nafsunya sebagai tawanan. Rugilah muslim yang dijadikan nafsu sebagai pemimpin dan akalnya sebagai tawanan."

Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu katakan.
Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu lakukan.
Tetapi, orang TIDAK akan pernah lupa bagaimana kamu membuat mereka bererti.
[ibnusinaputra.blogspot.com]

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TAG FROM AMAD [ it takes a century for me to do this tag.. gomen ne.. amad-san..huhu]

1. blur

2. Aku tengah dengar?
bisikan nurani by inteam

3. Mungkin aku kena?
kena tdo awal.. sbb br lps mkn ubat ni.

4.Aku suka belajar?
energy and industrial management. [cuba utk cinta]

5.Kawan baek aku?
nor anisa binti arifin

6.Aku tak faham?
Kenapa sesetengah orang suka pentingkan diri sendiri, tp masih bersikap selamba...??

7.Aku dah hilang?
Hilang "spark" dalam hati. *sigh where can i find it again?

8.Maksud namaku?
Yg lemah lembut dan yang membahagiakan *smile

9.Cinta adalah?
memberi dan menerima bagi yg haq

10.Aku tak suka?
Dipaksa

11.Aku akan cuba
kurangkan tabiat kuat makan..haha

12.Maksud "forever"?
selama-lamanya..kekal abadi..bukak la kamus

13.Geng aku?
mereka yg memahami

14.Aku paling benci?
orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri

15.Umur yg paling bestt?
Setiap umur adalah anugerah

16.Bila aku tengok chermin?
i see my mother+father in my reflection

17.Shopping mall?
incredible place for shopping until you drop+broke.

18.Ayat terakhir utk seseorang
never leave someone who loves you for someone that u like. [ a piece of my mind to anyone who read this entry]

:: Swifter, Higher, Stronger ::

2009-03-03T01:02:00.008+08:00

current mood : stress due to tonnes of work
current song: ave maria [stairway to heaven OST]

actually, now i am busy doing my assignments, and i feel a bit stress, so i decided to divert my attention for a while to something that require less thinking, which is blogging. now, here i am, typing my new first post for march 2009. *smile [ after this i am going back to work..!!]

Citius, Altius, Fortius, which is Latin for "Swifter, Higher, Stronger".

last saturday was a blast..!!! there was a netball tournament, 3 0n 3. after a long time, i feel alive again, because i miss playing netball soooo much. we were the 2nd runner up from 8 registered team. [not bad laa..]

it was a satisfying experience blended with fun, sweet, and all kind of life flavours. for me, the sense of being first is not necessarily a priority, but giving our best and striving for excellence is a worthwhile goal.

tired smile, but still sweet.

my team, L5 : Lee, yat, fatin and me. [ u guys rawks..!!!]

winning is half of it, and having fun is the other half.

terima kasih kepada pasukan sorak jemputan yang tak jemu-jemu menyokong dan menyorak untuk team L5. terima kasih juga kepada jurugambar yang sudi merakamkan detik-detik yang bermakna.
*smile

back to work..!!! huhu

:: bEcaUse She Is mY MoTher ::

2009-02-25T16:00:00.007+08:00

This is my mother. My beloved mother.
she loves dark chocolate with a lot of almonds inside. she likes brown colour. she enjoys all kind of chips a.k.a kerepek. she admires the popular 80's songs sang by uji rashid, because by listening to all the songs will remind her of my father. [terkenang zaman muda la tuh...haha]*sweet

she is afraid of dark. scares to sleep alone. super sensitive. always cry when watching sad movies, even when listening to heartbreaking songs, she will cry too..!!!
but still, i love her, because she is my mother.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved

Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul to fly
My beloved
[song lyrics from samy yusof]

[inspired by ummusaif.com]
I just wanna say that, one of the reasons why I love my mother is, while all those people around admire/love me because of the extra ordinary things they see in me [ada ke?? haha] but she loves me all because of the ordinary things she found in me. When other people look down to me, while others giving their back, she will always be there for me.

No one could ever love me the way she does… because she is my mother. *smile
Alhamdulillah... thank you Allah..!!!

p/s : homesick gila...!!!

:: HugS aNd KissEs ::

2009-02-19T14:07:00.009+08:00

current mood: calm and happy
current song : teman istimewa by Alarm me

"Janganlah kamu menyembah selain Allah, dan berbuat baiklah kepada ibu bapa, kaum kerabat, anak-anak yatim...."
(Al-Baqarah: 83)

Spending time with these wonderful children was one of the best experiences in my life! I could tell the children loved having us there with them, playing and just paying attention to them. I will never forget them and plan to visit them in Seremban one day. [jom pegi..!!! nak ikut tak? ] *smile

The volunteers program with the orphans had been a brief but thoroughly enjoyable one. *smile The children I met were happy, the level of laughter and their playful nature is at the maximum level. Despite all these, i believe that most of them, all have sad tales to tell. Together with Zakiah and Nadia, we really don't know the story behind them being orphan and we really don't care about it. All we want to do is to cheer them up that time. *wink

It really feels good whenever we have done good deeds especially when we make people happy.

With our group: Dolphin.

Spending time with them will melt your hearts because you can see how much love they give to you, when you were expecting to be the one doing the loving.

It is a very enlightening and valuable experience . I learn as much and more from these little brothers and sisters. It opens your eyes, your heart, and makes you feel like you made a difference. Being there with the children really brightens their day.

Jamulah tamu, muliakanlah anak yatim, dan berbuat baiklah kepada tetangga."
[HR. Ahmad dan Abu Dawud, Shohih Abu Dawud, Al-Albani : 4836]

p/s : hugs and kisses from kak ima for you guys..!! xoxo

:: tentAnG seSeoRaNg ::

2009-02-10T18:37:00.008+08:00

"Inna lillahi wa inna ilahi rajioun
( From God we come, and to Him we return)"

I just received a sad news from my ex-schoolmate saying that one of our teachers, Cikgu Hasnah, had passed away. She passed away on Friday, 6 Feb 2009 after fighting cancer for years.

She taught us chemistry and I will forever remember her teaching style. She always slip-in the brilliant stories of the prophet Muhammad pbuh between her explanations about something.
It is truly a loss for all of us.

I am writing this in memory of her. It is also as a tribute to all teachers who have taken the time to pass on their knowledge to me.

Been there. Done that.
MRSM PC

I still remember it clearly, as if it happens yesterday, the day when SPM results was announced...
Indeed, it was a very nice scene to see. Everyone is happy, cheering and laughing. Some were crying, with tears of happiness. One of our friends informed us that all 25 students in our class got A1 for chemistry along with other classes.
Cikgu Hasnah once said that she really wants to see our whole class to get A1 for chemistry. Alhamdulillah, Allah has answered your prayer cikgu..!!! *smile

"hepinya... terima kasih cikgu...!!!
rasa hepi dpt buat cikgu rasa bangga dan berbaloi mencurahkan ilmu pada kami..."

May you rest in peace, along with the people that He loves. Al-fatihah....

:: On TurNinG oVer A nEw Leaf ::

2009-02-07T17:18:00.007+08:00

current mood : enthusiastic
current song : disturbia by rihanna

So far, through out these years, i feel that i am not doing as well as i still could, and i always feel that i can do better.
I need to stop slacking and work harder!

I'm turning over a new leaf:
I've decided to work harder+smarter.

Working Smart = Making a Plan
Working Hard = Working the Plan

And just so we’re clear, this goal can be applied to any area of your life.

In this semester, i will work smart, work hard and live strong.

Be Free!

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TAG FROM KAY..!!! they are two more tags to go... huhu..saba ye amad and kay.. *wink

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
* him? her? sape? [ok la, to be on the safe side, saya pilih her as my reference ]

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
* clumsy
* "budak ni nmpk cm bdk pndai", [saya bercakap dlm hati]
* warm
* loud
* poyo

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
* a handmade card with sweet poem during friendship day on 2001. [ still simpan smpai skrg, siap frame tuu..]

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
* every words that come from her are full of wisdom, and memorable. *smile

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
* i am not a lesbo. thank you.

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
* i pray hard that she will never be my enemy...

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
* refer to no 5 above.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
* when the reason is undefined, thats sad

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
* to be there for her during her wedding day.

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
* clumsy, sweet, but adorable in her way.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
* i don't care, it's up to them.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
* secretive

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
* can be easily distracted
cepat emo... and the list goes on *wink

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
* i want to be myself, in a better version. [boleh ke?]

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
* thank you for being the honour of being there with me. For all these, i am eternally grateful.

16. 5 people to tag:
*kak ana
*kak ara
*amad
*shoot_me
* anyone..haha... [kalo rajin la..tp 4 nama atas tuh wajib ye..]

:: Jalan-jaLan cari MakaN...kah?? ::

2009-02-04T20:29:00.015+08:00

To name a few, these are some restaurants with strange theme that are operating successfully.
Let's take a look...

1. Modern Toilet Restaurant, Taiwan
[http://funfever.blogspot.com/2007/11/taiwans-modern-toilet-restaurant.html]

Every things are in toilet shape; the chairs, bowls, even the glasses and cups..!!!

2. Restaurant In The Sky, Belgium

The concept, called Dinner In The Sky involves a massive table, seating some 20 people, with waiters moving hither and yon. It is suspended in the sky by a crane at 150 ft from the ground. [ source: http://www.gadling.com/2007/04/30/restaurant-in-the-sky/]

be careful. don't drop your fork..!!

p/s: which one do you prefer? the first or the second restaurant?? *wink

:: i am MusLim ::

2009-02-03T23:45:00.010+08:00

current mood : serene
current song : permintaan hati by letto

I have always love to read, and really I don’t mind spending on it. I read with the aim to seek knowledge. Walking about in Popular Bookstore (Melaka), I stumped onto Dina Zaman’s I AM MUSLIM. First glance doesn’t really beat, looking at the dull, gray cover page, but when I skimmed through few pages, I have to admit myself “The content is different from other contemporary book."

honest. transparent. and the writing style is very different. actually, it is the compilation of articles which she wrote in her blog, and some of them come from the Malaysiakini.com column.

In my personal opinion, she is a liberalist, who's travel to search the meaning of being a muslim and to deepen her faith. She meets shamans, nationalist, moderates, and gets into all sorts of scrapes to discover what Islam means to Muslims in Malaysia.

I may not 100% ly agree to what she wrote, but through this book we are able to test our faith, and how strong we believe and hold to Islam.
Read and think, that is the key. Do not swallowed everything, what she thinks/writes does not means it is correct.

p/s : byk gila tag nk kne buat... kay punya dh dua, amad punya lg... huhu... sabar ye kwn2...hehe

:: unPaid part-time WriteR ::

2009-01-19T17:11:00.007+08:00

current mood : relax + bored
current song : so what by pink

lately i have been busy with baking, reading and doing research for my final year project. [omg..!!! FYP..!! ]

i love being busy, and i enjoy being busy with the stuff that i love. *smile

there's a lot of books and magazines waiting to be read, and a lot of new recipes to be tried too..!!!

" pemuda yang mempunyai banyak masa lapang, akan dibunuh oleh masa lapangnya. "

so ppl, busy yourself with benefitial thingy..!!

p/s : bila la dapat jumpa kawan2 lama..?? saya kangen banget sama kamu smua..!!

:: jangaN teRkeJuT ...!!! ::

2009-01-07T01:50:00.006+08:00

buat para pelawat/pembaca yang dikasihi,
sorry about my previous new template [the one that i used from 1/01/09 until 7/01/09] that unable the readers to leave their comments/opinion after reading. again, sorry for the inconvenience. gomenasai..!!!

after considering your complaints, i have changed to a new one. much simpler, but still sweet. *wink
[and most of all, you can leave your comment after you read.]

:: mY 100th eNtrY ::

2009-01-06T00:04:00.014+08:00

current mood: happy, satisfy
current song : Allah knows by Zain Bhikha

Every grain of sand,

In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.

Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

Allah Knows by Zain Bhikha

I started blogging since 2006.
And today, this is my 100th entry in my blog.
I can't believe that i have already posted 100 entries which includes a lot of things- personal thoughts, memorable events, zikir fikir, life and others.

Other bloggers may have posted more than me, even though they have just start blogging. [i am impress..!! ]
Despite my busy life, i try my best to have istiqamah in what i do. Alhamdulillah, i managed to post my entries consistently.

In this 100th entry, i try to make it as special as possible.
this entry is the reflection of all entries that i have posted before.

Forgive me by Ahmed Bukhatir

So many times we whine, wishing that we had this and that, but why not we take a moment to ponder and appreciate what we have?

'If there was one valley of Gold for the son of Adam, he would long for another one. A man will never be satisfied, only death will stop him from being greedy. Allah returns to him who repents.'

(Hadith Muslim)

The lyrics are so deep, the songs are really beautiful, and i believe they will touch anyone's heart.
enjoy! and hopefully we may get and learn something from the songs.

p/s : ini adalah entry pertama yg dimasukkan video..ehehe

:: AgaR TiaDa riSau, teNang seLaLu... ::

2009-01-03T13:00:00.013+08:00

Dear readers,
First of all, let us put aside our own personal problems for a while.

Is it enough when we just "mengutuk/mengecam" the cruel action of the Zionist?
'mengutuk/mengecam" is the safest and easiest way, taken by many countries to show their stand without doing anything serious to stop the war.

a child cried during the funeral of his family. [it really hurts to see those tears]

weak, innocent people die everyday.
men died protecting their love ones everyday.
the number of orphans is increasing. again, everyday.
pregnant women were slaughtered without mercy, and the fetus inside their wombs are taken out.
old folks were killed everyday. again.
for 60 years they become refugees in their own motherland.
and the list goes on and on..... further reading: http://www.palestine-info.co.uk/en/default.aspx

“The Reality: Palestinian Loss of land 1946 to 2000!”

have u ever heard the term 'nakbah' ?
nakbah means disaster/malapetaka/bencana besar.
this term is unfamiliar to most of us, except for those who really care or at least read something about the international issues, especially about Palestine. Nakbah Palestine has started since 'Negara Haram Israel' were officially declared on 15 May 1948.
for further reading; http://takdirilahi.wordpress.com/2008/04/17/6-dekad-nakbah-palestin/

i really hope that we can somehow help our muslim brothers and sisters over there. Donations, or at least spread the awareness among our friends. But most of all, let us pray for them, so that they can live in peace and harmony, free from the cruel Zionist.

" Ya Allah...ko tetapkanlah iman saudara seagamaku di palestine, Kau semarakkanlah semangat jihad mereka...Kau tiupkanlah kekuatan rohani dan fizikal ke dalam diri mereka..

Ya Allah..bantulah mereka dalam menjalani kehidupan mereka....bantulah mereka dalam memenangi peperangan ini......sesungguhnya Ya allah,..mereka berjuang demi agama islam, bangsa, negara, dan juga maruah mereka ya allah..

Ya Allah..Kau lindungilah anak-anak mereka...para wanita mereka...agar selamat..supaya di hati mereka yang bergelar pejuang itu..tiada gentar, tiada risau dan tenang selalu..."

:: My FirSt DaY in 20o9 ::

2009-01-01T18:12:00.014+08:00

current mood : exhausted, but incredibly happy
current song : umbrella by rihanna

Today is the first day of 2009. Alhamdulillah, i am very thankful because i was blessed with an incredible gift-a visit from a good friend of mine. She is not just an ordinary friend, she is special, and i had missed her sooo much.

I received a call from an unidentified number in the morning, and i was mistaken that it is dayana, asking for lunch together. After a few minutes talking, i began to realise that the voice belongs to her...and i shouted excitedly,"alamak, saraaaahhhh..!!!!"
I was scolded for mistaken her for another person..haha [masa tuh br bgn tdo...mamai ok!!]
Still, i am sorry..my bad *wink

drive sambil baca peta melaka... semata-mata nak datang ayer keroh...terharu!!

Then, we went out, lunch, and shopping together... I still remember those times when we go shopping at klcc.. we were in there for hours.. crazy...!! haha.. I miss those times.[xpe.. pasni kita shopping sesama ok..? td br warm up je kan?? haha] Now, my shopping partner is back, and i'm looking forward to shop crazily with her.

ok puan-puan, kita tunggu hingga daging empuk... lepas tuh masukkan kaki unta ye.

During lunch, we chat about our friends, marriage, family and future. [Rasa cm dh tua la plak..haha] I really enjoyed and have fun with you, honest!!
Thanx for the treat, and thanx for the visit, it really makes my day!!! *wide smile

There is an old saying,
"Good friends:
Go extra mile
Make you smile
Pray with you
Pray for you "

I am truly glad to be her friend.
And I pray and try to be a good friend of her.
Ya Allah, thank you for your blessing.

p/s : jumpa kawan lama mmg best kan?? Lepas nih nk jumpa sape plak ye..hmmm

:: WorrYinG about You ::

2008-12-30T18:41:00.007+08:00

worrying about people that you care sooooo much is really something. tak dapat bernafas dibuatnya. headache. feels like going to puke. maybe i should go with her to make sure that every thing is alright. and i don't know why i did not do that in the first place. *sigh

:: SaLaM maAL hijRah- 1430 ::

2008-12-28T19:08:00.017+08:00

current mood : relax, happy and nervous
current song : doa murah rezeki by hijjaz

in review : rukia kuchiki in 1429 hijriah / 2008

from the bottom of my heart

" Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku lakukannya, dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya.

Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, namun Engkau telah mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya.

Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampuananMu, maka ampunilah aku... "

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Through out this year, there are ups, and downs, and i am very grateful because i was blessed by Allah swt- tonnes of patience, determination, and courage to go through all the difficult times, and happy moments as well. *smile

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. Allah swt has stated that there's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, and not to cry too hard.

No one can go back and make a brand new start, but we can start from now, and make a brand new ending. Allah swt did not promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, and sun without rain. But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and lights for the way. So, its up to you, on how you are going to face the new challenges in life. Be optimistic, courages and have perseverance in everything you do.

I pray to Allah swt for :
exciting things to do
easy solutions to any problems
knowledge to make the right decisions
strength in my values
laughter and fun
goals to pursue
happiness in every thing i do
valuable experience as i follow my dreams

I thank God for the love ones that I have. Especially those who stayed with me through ups and downs.

Those who accept my flaws.
Those who love me unconditionally.
Those who understand when i don't express myself well.
Those who can smell when i pretend things are OK.
Those who forgive me when i'm at fault.

Thank you for doing me the honour of being with me. For everything, i am eternally grateful. *wide smile

" Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Agung, dan Yang Maha Mulia...

terimalah taubatku, dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu... "

p/s : bacalah doa akhir tahun sebanyak 3X ketika asar atau sblm maghrib, dan doa awal tahun selepas maghrib. Moga dirahmati Allah selalu... !!

:: saYa teLah diTag..!!! ::

2008-12-24T11:17:00.005+08:00

current mood: relax
current song : so what by pink

1.what are u wearing right now?
white sleeveless + dark brown bermuda

2.what (is)are your favourite colour?
currently i like red and orange. white is nice too..hehe

3.who is your first best friend?
sape eh? hmmm.... nurul ain binti azmi. kawan masa tadika... ntah kat mana dia skrg..? *wondering

4.any book that you read currently?
yup. trying to finish "i am muslim" by dina zaman.

5.anyone that you miss currently?
my family...cewah =p

6.what is your favourite tv shows?
rachael ray show and CNI. they are informative in their own special way.

7.3 things that you are passionate about:
travelling, baking, eating...hehe..mkn la best!!!

8. one word to describe yourself:
simple but sweet...hehe...[kira pkataan simple tu je tau...abaikan but sweet tuh]

i would like to tag:
~kak ana
~kak ara
~shoot_me
~amad
~kay

dipersilakan la ye...hehe yoroshiku ne~

:: My UltiMaTe, hUmBLe reQueSt ::

2008-12-14T20:47:00.006+08:00

[ i was inspired after reading a blog of a friend]

"Ya Allah, Tuhan Yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu...

Protect the ones I love while I am far away. Please protect them from anything bad, seen or unseen. Lead them to only good things and please secure their places in heaven along with the people that You love.
Let them lead a happy,peace life and please, let them stay as healthy as they are now. At least until I am back to take care for them..."

~aamin...

p/s : i miss my parents badly.. homesick gila *sigh

:: thE TedDy bEar ::

2008-12-09T00:31:00.010+08:00

current mood : happy, serene, relieve
current song : sifat 20 by nadamurni

There must be stories about you and your teddy bears, and how you got them. [..i believe everyone does have their own stories] Some may came to you with beautiful memories and such. Mine are lovely, and will be remembered for a life time. It feels like i am going to have many years of loving to come. How about you??

German artist Bettina Kaminski’s "Mini the Pooh," at just 5 mm tall,
is the world’s smallest Teddy Bear!

The world’s most expensive teddy bear : 43,000.00 pound sterling.
the mouth is made with solid gold! The fur was made from gold thread and
eyes with pupils of sapphires and irises made from 20 tiny diamonds.

No matter how expensive you buy a teddy bear.

No matter how big the teddy bear you got.

No matter how cute it is.

It does not matter at all.
The thing that really matters is the warm and nice feeling that you get every time you hug it.
Plus, the reminisce that accompany the feeling. *smile
The fine combination of the feeling+ reminisce will make you feel alive than ever, and it's worth it.

p/s : salam aidil adha, moga dirahmati Allah swt sentiasa.

:: menoleh ke 2 minggu yang terdahulu ::

2008-12-06T01:07:00.013+08:00

current mood : happy, relieve [ no more midterm..!!! ]

current song : barsaat = rain hindustan siot..hehe

“Sesungguhnya Allah Taala apabila mencintai hamba-Nya
maka Dia mengujinya.”
(Hadis riwayat al-Tirmizi)

By referring to the above hadith, i guess that i have been tested by Allah s.w.t on how to manage my time with patient and determination.

For the past 2 weeks, i have been busy with midterm, assignment, my cousin's wedding... and it ended with a nice thing- hanging out with my close friends, we discuss a lot of things, and that include politics, global economy, marriage and not to miss, our studies.

Part 1: The Introduction

I'll start this post with my visit + my family to my cousin's wedding. The 'kenduri' was nice, simple, but happening. For malays, it is a tradition for us to include the 'sireh junjung' in the 'hantaran items'. Sireh junjung is very essential and important. Ignoring the sireh junjung will insult the family from the other side because it means that we do not respect and welcome them as the new member in the family...something like that

As far as i remember, the task to make the sireh junjung was always being done by my uncles. Don't be surprise, because all the hantarans were solely made by my uncles.. they are the professional...!!! Unfortunately, this time i was chosen to do the remaining part of it, and i have no idea why they picked me. [kne buli..huhu]

With the help of one of my kind-hearted uncle, i managed to do it. [ thanx cik asan..!! u rawks..!! ]

doing sireh junjung under my uncle's supervision.

The final product is not soo bad i think..hehe

Part 2:

i managed to finish reading this book, "thanks for the memories". It's from one of my favourite author, Cecelia Ahern. I read all her books, except the new one, 'The Gift'.

Can u meet ur soulmate after u donate your blood? only God knows.

Part 3: Towards the end

Last night we went to ride the "Eye on Malaysia". The ticket can be considered cheap, RM8 = 6 rounds ride. Thanks to the student ID, we got the student discount. Only a few pictures were taken, but it's ok. It not the pics that matters, but the memories. kan? kan?

Chomey... i like... beli kat jonker street. =)

p/s : i will update more pics later.

:: smiling in the rain ::

2008-11-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

current mood : happy..!!!! [ family saya datang ke sini hari ini]
current song : Pastikan by siti nurhaliza

It is raining outside right now. i usually get extra happy when it rains, because i like the rhythm of the rain, and not to miss, the sweet smell of it. *smiling widely

p/s : hujan mengingatkan daku kepada kenangan yang manis. anda pula bagaimana?? *wink

:: CanTuMan KaSih ::

2008-11-19T12:47:00.011+08:00

current mood:
current song : Lucky by Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

I found that sometime ago that as a family, we were very busy with our lives- my sisters and i are seldom at home because we are staying away for studies, and left our parents at home. The good thing about all this is when all of us are gather together, we will make our moment together as special as possible.

In all of this where was the part where we bonded as a family and made each feel special? Have fantastic family times full of fun, laughter and learn to talk and be close together. One of them is coming together to complete a jigsaw puzzles. It will bring your family closer.

During my semester break, I bought a 1000 pieces of jigsaw puzzles and decided to solve them to kill some time. Because i was a bit slow, my younger sister and my mother offered to help.

My younger sister was the main contributor in putting together this puzzle (she is much better at it than I), I did most of the sorting of pieces, and helped somewhat in the assembly, and my mother as well.

the most difficult part: the clouds

I would say the most difficult part of the puzzle was the cloud part. The pieces were all the exact same colour, and often times, pieces would fit in a place fine, but then at the end there would be pieces that didn't fit in the leftover holes, so you had to keep trying different rearrangements until all of the pieces fit.

After 4 days :the completed assembly.
75X 50 cm. [smile proudly]

After getting through a large part of the first portion of the puzzle, we realized we needed to start thinking about how to store the parts of the puzzle as we completed them.

Eventually, my mother came across an idea that worked quite nicely-to frame the jigsaw puzzle and hang it at the wall in my room. Then, i went to the shop, bought a frame that cost me rm18. Until now, it is hang nicely in my room. [smile]

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About the puzzle
Name: Historical World Maps
Number of Pieces: 18,240
Size when put together: About 276 x 192 cm (6.3 x 9 feet)
Made in Germany, 2002
Participants: Chris and Naomi Hathaway
Start/End Date: April 25, 2004 to April 17, 2005
[source: google.com]

Why Are Jigsaws So Popular?

Jigsaw Puzzles give a relaxed, focused, happy feeling where work seems so far away. You decide on the motivation you put into any pursuit. A jigsaw allows you to get the best from that motivation.

In considering how jigsaw puzzles are made, the number of pieces will determine the challenge. Most manufacturers will have kids jigsaw puzzles of 2 to 100 pieces. the number of pieces is generally 100, 200, 300, 400, 500, 600, 700, 1000 and 1000+, up to 24,000.

p/s :currently i'm working on my life jigsaw puzzle. i believe i will manage to solve it somehow. *wink

:: KitcHen iN tHe Hell ::

2008-11-17T00:30:00.007+08:00

current mood : relax
current song : So hot by Wondergirls

In this whole week, i was busy watching the Hell's kitchen Season 3 series in youtube website.
I was fascinated by the 1st and 2nd season shown by NTV7 every sunday, 1045 pm, so i decided to continue watching the 3rd and 4th season(latest season) online.

the king of hell's kitchen : Chef Gordon Ramsey

The challenges grew harder and harder in every episodes for every seasons, that's why i found it is an interesting tv show. Every episode is unpredictable, and i anticipated each episodes with excitement and nervousness, as if i am the participant...haha

it's very interesting to see on how fast and professional the chefs can cook to full fill the customers' orders, how delicious the food they produced, and you also got to see their teamwork in the kitchen. plus, we can gain some knowledge about some cooking terms that are used by them.

Hell's Kitchen is an American reality-television cooking competition, based on a series of the same name, broadcast in the UK. The format of the program is similar to the UK version, with a red team and a blue team competing in various cooking challenges for most of the season; once the number of remaining players are small enough, they become a single black team and compete individually. [ source : wikipedia ]

he who survive, will win!!
from left :
Season 1 :Michael Wray; was formerly the head chef at Tatou in Los Angeles, CA
Season 2 :Heather West; was named senior chef of Terra Rossa at the Red Rock Resort Spa and Casino.
Season 3 :Rahman "Rock" Harper; was named head chef of Green Valley Ranch's Terra Verde

p/s : try to watch those episodes, and u guys will know and feel the excitement... [smile]

:: MaTa oH maTa ::

2008-11-10T17:30:00.005+08:00

current mood: nil
current song : nobody by Wondergirls

I went to the panel clinic today after the class. Currently i am suffering this unbearable eyes irritation for the past 3 days, and its getting worst. My eyes become red, watery and itchy all the time and it is very painful every time when i try to close my eyes. My vision is affected as well, and it seems so blur every where. [huhu... pedih n sakit mcm bila syampu msk mata... cuma yg nih 2X ganda sakitnye..]

This is not my first time experiencing this condition, actually. I already had it before, seldomly.

The doctor said that i am suffering an allergy. It might due to the food that i consumed. "Allergy to food can affect your nose or skin or eyes, depends on the type of food and your genetic..." so that's what she said. She also advised me to eat carefully and to avoid any dusty area because it will just make the irritation becomes worst.

I got an eyedrop which is need to be applied for every 2 hours, and some pills as well. Hopefully my eyes condition will be better. ~aamin

lesson : jangan kuat melantak sampai tak ingat dunia..hehe

p/s : mesti tabah menghadapi dugaan untuk semester ini. *smile

:: mirror MirRor On ThE Wall ::

2008-11-09T12:35:00.014+08:00

current mood : calm + serene [physically exhausted]
current song : Doa yang terlupakan by Ungu

i looked into the mirror and see this average person, which is me. i observed my reflection.
i am five foot four, neither dark nor fair.
a medium kind of person; not too fat, and not too skinny; i exercise twice a week. walk a little, jog a little, and sports a little.

I am neither out-going nor shy, but a little of both, depends on the situations and my mood as well. I never overdo anything, and enjoy most things i do.

i have the average looks; not stunning, and not ugly.
i am never overwhelmed, or under it either; just nicely whelmed. I am OK.
Nothing spectacular but sometimes special.

:: Never forget ::

Always recite this prayer every time we look into the mirror:
"O Allah, just as You have made my external features beautiful,
make my character beautiful as well". (An-Nisa)
" Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah akhlakku sepertimana Kau sempurnakan wajahku"

:: Something to think about ::
Hijab begins in the heart and encompasses our every action as Muslim women:
it isn't just the scarf on our head and how we accessorised it,
but along with it, it should be balanced with our good characters.

p/s : gd luck for the new sem..!!

:: My Ikan Bakar Story ::

2008-10-15T18:53:00.016+08:00

current mood : relieve
current song : womaniser by britney spears. [huhu... jgn tgk video clip dia okey!! ]

:: Perkampungan Ikar Bakar Terapung, Umbai ::

During one fine crazy weekend in this year [ i forgot the exact date], we managed to get a taste of Umbai. To be exact, we went to Perkampungan Ikan Bakar Terapung Umbai. For those who don’t know, Umbai is a famous travelling spot in Melaka where you can experience a great taste of seafood.

:: the main entrance ::
pic resource : google.com

Terapung tak??

I was relieved that we reached there earlier because when we got out, the place was jam packed with cars trying to get in. One of the best things about these place are that you get to choose your own fishes and crustaceans. You also can decide on how your seafood are going to be prepared. Be it steam, grill, or anything...!

:: Perkampungan Ikan Bakar, Alai ::

Last month, during Ramadhan, i went to Alai, another famous spot for Ikan Bakar to try their seafood. It is true what I've heard, their food is much better and more delicious than Umbai's. Their seafood is more fresh, [we know from their look and the taste after being cooked] It's not that Umbai's food is not delicious, it's just that Alai's is better...go and try them for yourself!!

The fish were well grilled. Charcoal crispy on the outside but moist and soft on the inside. That's the makings of a good ikan bakar...!!!

People called these "skallop" [not sure the spelling..heh]
We opt for ' skallop goreng kunyit'. [sedap sangat] It's my first time eating this thing.

In Melaka, people usually eat the seafood by itself or with nasi lemak because they are more delicious than eating with the rice. That's what they said.

One more thing: see the picture on the left. it's called sepahat. Only available in Melaka. It's a species of 'siput' in bamboo shape. Very-very unique. It is taste like kerang + ketam. [what the?? ] Undescribable taste, but very nice, heh

When you want to try sepahat, go for sepahat goreng bercili. [drooling]

That's all... i'm going to continue studying...daaaa~

p/s : 5 down, 1 more paper to go...fighting..!!!