:: MaTa oH maTa ::

current mood: nil
current song : nobody by Wondergirls


I went to the panel clinic today after the class. Currently i am suffering this unbearable eyes irritation for the past 3 days, and its getting worst. My eyes become red, watery and itchy all the time and it is very painful every time when i try to close my eyes. My vision is affected as well, and it seems so blur every where. [huhu... pedih n sakit mcm bila syampu msk mata... cuma yg nih 2X ganda sakitnye..]

This is not my first time experiencing this condition, actually. I already had it before, seldomly.

The doctor said that i am suffering an allergy. It might due to the food that i consumed. "Allergy to food can affect your nose or skin or eyes, depends on the type of food and your genetic..." so that's what she said. She also advised me to eat carefully and to avoid any dusty area because it will just make the irritation becomes worst.

I got an eyedrop which is need to be applied for every 2 hours, and some pills as well. Hopefully my eyes condition will be better. ~aamin

lesson : jangan kuat melantak sampai tak ingat dunia..hehe



p/s : mesti tabah menghadapi dugaan untuk semester ini. *smile

:: mirror MirRor On ThE Wall ::

current mood : calm + serene [physically exhausted]
current song : Doa yang terlupakan by Ungu


i looked into the mirror and see this average person, which is me. i observed my reflection.
i am five foot four, neither dark nor fair.
a medium kind of person; not too fat, and not too skinny; i exercise twice a week. walk a little, jog a little, and sports a little.

I am neither out-going nor shy, but a little of both, depends on the situations and my mood as well. I never overdo anything, and enjoy most things i do.

i have the average looks; not stunning, and not ugly.
i am never overwhelmed, or under it either; just nicely whelmed. I am OK.
Nothing spectacular but sometimes special.

:: Never forget ::

Always recite this prayer every time we look into the mirror:
"O Allah, just as You have made my external features beautiful,
make my character beautiful as well". (An-Nisa)
" Ya Allah, sempurnakanlah akhlakku sepertimana Kau sempurnakan wajahku"

:: Something to think about ::
Hijab begins in the heart and encompasses our every action as Muslim women:
it isn't just the scarf on our head and how we accessorised it,
but along with it, it should be balanced with our good characters.

p/s : gd luck for the new sem..!!

:: My Ikan Bakar Story ::

current mood : relieve
current song : womaniser by britney spears. [huhu... jgn tgk video clip dia okey!! ]

:: Perkampungan Ikar Bakar Terapung, Umbai ::

During one fine crazy weekend in this year [ i forgot the exact date], we managed to get a taste of Umbai. To be exact, we went to Perkampungan Ikan Bakar Terapung Umbai. For those who don’t know, Umbai is a famous travelling spot in Melaka where you can experience a great taste of seafood.

:: the main entrance ::
pic resource : google.com


Terapung tak??

I was relieved that we reached there earlier because when we got out, the place was jam packed with cars trying to get in. One of the best things about these place are that you get to choose your own fishes and crustaceans. You also can decide on how your seafood are going to be prepared. Be it steam, grill, or anything...!

:: Perkampungan Ikan Bakar, Alai ::

Last month, during Ramadhan, i went to Alai, another famous spot for Ikan Bakar to try their seafood. It is true what I've heard, their food is much better and more delicious than Umbai's. Their seafood is more fresh, [we know from their look and the taste after being cooked] It's not that Umbai's food is not delicious, it's just that Alai's is better...go and try them for yourself!!

The fish were well grilled. Charcoal crispy on the outside but moist and soft on the inside. That's the makings of a good ikan bakar...!!!

People called these "skallop" [not sure the spelling..heh]
We opt for ' skallop goreng kunyit'. [sedap sangat] It's my first time eating this thing.

In Melaka, people usually eat the seafood by itself or with nasi lemak because they are more delicious than eating with the rice. That's what they said.

One more thing: see the picture on the left. it's called sepahat. Only available in Melaka. It's a species of 'siput' in bamboo shape. Very-very unique. It is taste like kerang + ketam. [what the?? ] Undescribable taste, but very nice, heh

When you want to try sepahat, go for sepahat goreng bercili. [drooling]

That's all... i'm going to continue studying...daaaa~

p/s : 5 down, 1 more paper to go...fighting..!!!

:: aNnouNceMenT frOm RukiA ::

current mood : exhausted [ busy studying]
current song: kekasih tak dianggap by Kertas [best sgt2]

i have changed my blog template. what do you think??

Dear all, more entries to come.
Stay tune.

p/s : currently i'm stuck with my exams...huhu

:: EDISI ISTIMEWA SYAWAL : entri bahasa melayu ::

1 syawal 1429, pagi nirmala.
Perbualan kami sekeluarga hari itu bermula selepas solat sunat hari raya.

"Ayah, selamat hari raya. cemana raya kat sana? ", kami bertanya. "hmmm.. ntah lah. tapi tadi ayah gi sembahyang raya pakai
uniform kerja.... ", jawab ayah ringkas.

Ini merupakan aidilfitri kami yang kedua tanpa ayah di sisi kerana bertugas selama 2 bulan di perbatasan. Teringat kembali ketika pertama kali beraya tanpa ayah. Ketika itu aku berusia 10 tahun. Ayah telah mengirimkan kad raya untukku beralamatkan sekolahku. Guru kelasku, Puan Salina yang membacanya untukku. Yang lucunya, dia mengalirkan air mata lantas memeluk aku yang belum sempat membacanya. Terpinga-pinga seketika apabila dipeluk guru yang menangis. "Kesian kamu. " kata cikgu dalam esaknya.

Tapi itu kisah 13 tahun dulu.

Aidilfitri kami kali ini agak sederhana, namun kemeriahannya tetap terasa. Kami pulang ke kampung sebelah ayah untuk menjenguk atok yang semakin uzur, mewakili ayah yang tidak dapat pulang berhari raya tahun itu.
Emak lebih banyak termenung pada raya kali ini. Rindukan ayah barangkali. Mungkin juga emak terkenangkan hari rayanya bersama-sama arwah ibu dan bapanya (arwah atok dan nenek kami) yang sudah lama pergi.

walaupun begitu, aku bersyukur kerana masih berpeluang menyambut aidilfitri bersama keluarga, terutamanya ayah (walaupun dipisahkan oleh jarak) dan ibu. Dibandingkan dengan rakan-rakanku yang sudah kematian ayah atau ibu, aku jauh lebih bertuah. Syukur alhamdulillah.. Aku akan menghargai peluang yang ada.

“Ketahuilah sesungguhnya Allah tidak memakbulkan doa
yang datang dari hati yang lalai”
[Riwayat al-Hakim dan al-Tirmidhi yang menghasankannya]

" we never know how much we love someone until they are gone..."
Aku tidak mahu tergolong dalam orang yang tidak tahu menghargai orang yang kita sayangi, yang tidak tahu sedalam mana kasih ayah dan ibu, yang mensia-siakan pengorbanan mereka yang dipanggil ayah dan ibu. aku tidak mahu. [ Tuhan, ingatkan aku... ]

Buat rakan-rakan di luar sana, hargai, sayangi, kasihilah mereka selagi mereka masih ada, walau di mana jua berada. Di hari raya ini, jangan lupa memohon ampun dan maaf seikhlas hati.

Manusia lain mungkin boleh memaafkan, tetapi maafnya sukar menambah kasih. Tiada makhluk yang mampu mengambil acuan itu… memaafkan, dan seterusnya menyayangi. Malah lebih kerap seorang insan terpaksa memaafkan insan yang lain, akan menjadikan hubungan semakin hambar dan tawar.

Kecuali orang tua kita.

Salam aidilfitri.


p/s : perenggan yang berwarna kuning dipetik dari saifulislam.com

:: the last 10 days ::

current mood: calm, and full
current song: ramadhan bulan berkat by Hijjaz



There are only ten nights left.. what will you do? have you prepare yourself for lailatul-qadr??

laila-tul Qadr - the night of Power
The Quran came down on this blessed night
A guidance for mankind an illuminating light

during this chosen night, do not forget to pray from the depth of your soul because all wishes are accepted and sins are wiped away. all we have to do is ask with a clean, humble heart to Allah s.w.t for anything good.

i have always repeat the same phrase in my blog every time when ramadhan comes. please remember:

Try to share more,
Pray more,
Do more,
And give more.

p/s : jom sama2 bersedia utk lailatul qadar...

:: aku iNi PuaSa... ::

current mood : serene + energetic
current song : Assalamualaikum by Opick (sgt2 best..!!!)

I got this from my old ex-schoolmates. The advice is simple, but it really touches my heart and struck my mind, which makes me think.

The part that i love most : "aku ini puasa..." ... sounds classic, but meaningful..!!!
*grin

p/s : terasa nk makan bubur lambuk masakan mak...huhu

:: haPpy FasTinG...!! ::

current mood : happy
current song : ashabul kahfi by Raihan




Ramadhan is fast approaching and I would like to take this opportunity to wish all Muslims all the best in Ramadhan. As it is a month of ibadah & forgiving, I wish to extend my sincere apologies to anybody directly or indirectly that have been insulted by my words and/or any of my behaviour. May ALLAH showers all of you with blessing... *smile... insha-allah

selamat beramal...!!!

This Ramadan my heart and soul are alive
ready to change and ready to strive,
No more will the shaytan hold me back
in the worship of my Lord nothing will lack

Together lets make the decision to change
our priorities in this life lets re-arrange
This life on Earth is short and fast
but the life in the hereafter will forever last

by : Zahid bin Ghulam

p/s : paling suka berbuka puasa dengan nasi ayam masakan mak....rindu sangat2... !!!