:: SaLaM maAL hijRah- 1430 ::

current mood : relax, happy and nervous
current song : doa murah rezeki by hijjaz

in review : rukia kuchiki in 1429 hijriah / 2008

from the bottom of my heart

" Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku lakukannya, dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya.

Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, namun Engkau telah mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya.

Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampuananMu, maka ampunilah aku... "

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Through out this year, there are ups, and downs, and i am very grateful because i was blessed by Allah swt- tonnes of patience, determination, and courage to go through all the difficult times, and happy moments as well. *smile

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. Allah swt has stated that there's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, and not to cry too hard.

No one can go back and make a brand new start, but we can start from now, and make a brand new ending. Allah swt did not promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, and sun without rain. But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and lights for the way. So, its up to you, on how you are going to face the new challenges in life. Be optimistic, courages and have perseverance in everything you do.

I pray to Allah swt for :
exciting things to do
easy solutions to any problems
knowledge to make the right decisions
strength in my values
laughter and fun
goals to pursue
happiness in every thing i do
valuable experience as i follow my dreams

I thank God for the love ones that I have. Especially those who stayed with me through ups and downs.

Those who accept my flaws.
Those who love me unconditionally.
Those who understand when i don't express myself well.
Those who can smell when i pretend things are OK.
Those who forgive me when i'm at fault.

Thank you for doing me the honour of being with me. For everything, i am eternally grateful. *wide smile

" Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Agung, dan Yang Maha Mulia...

terimalah taubatku, dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu... "

p/s : bacalah doa akhir tahun sebanyak 3X ketika asar atau sblm maghrib, dan doa awal tahun selepas maghrib. Moga dirahmati Allah selalu... !!