:: SmiLe ::

current mood : courages, energetic

current song : Senyum by Raihan

You are strong

when you take your grief and teach it to smile.

I love the idea of smiling because of what you enjoyed, what you had, how you loved…..thinking about what God gave you rather than what has been taken away. He took away the things that you have and replace them with a better one. He knows us best!!


In life, God will always testing your faith with lots of thing- family, love, friendship, etc. A smile is a sign of courage and bravery when you are having difficult times.

A smile can bring joy when blue, It proves how well and powerful, A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful.

Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness, Smile for the sake of braveness.

Now, Can you define her smile?

p/s : dear you, i want to protect you and your fading smile...

:: CinTa TaNPa SyaRat @ The UncOnDitiOnAL LoVe ::

current mood: nil

current song : cinta 5 perkara by saujana

there was an old saying :

Love is a decision.
"If you want Love, you must first Love. Love begets Love. You cannot deliver from an empty wagon. You must first learn to Love yourself before you can give Love. "

BUT THIS THEORY DOES NOT APPLY IN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE SITUATION. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE COMES BEFORE YOU KNOW THAT U NEED IT. IT COMES BEFORE YOU ASK FOR IT...!!!!

:: THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE part 1 ::

Allah s.w.t The Almighty, Ar-Rahman, Ar-Rahim.

I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life.

Allah said, "No.I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things."

Without us realising and knowing it, He gives us every thing in life than anyone could ask for. Health, security, peace, beauty, love, wealth,etc. But do we ever feel grateful? thankful? Most of us, His servant, will only come to Himwhen we are in trouble, begging Him for help. And after He granted our wishes, we tend to forget Him. [shame on us..!! huhu ]

rukia_chan mumble : bersyukurkah kita?



:: THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE part 2 ::

Our Parents

1985 : Cheras, KL

The more you give, the more you love. This is why our parents (who've given you more than you will ever know) undoubtedly love you more than you love them.
And you, in turn, will love your own children more than they'll love you.

rukia_chan mumble : sayangilah ibubapa kita!

"O Lord, grant me your love, grant me that I love those who love you; grant me, that I might do the deeds that win your love. Make your love dearer to me than the love of myself, my family and wealth." (Tirmidhi)

p/s : hey YOU..!! I love you. Yeah! YOU! ^^

:: i am an ice cream chocolate + amber stone + white rose ::

current mood : bored

current song : say shava shava!!

boredom is in the air.. so i decided to hv a bit fun by browsing this one website which was recommended by my housies a few days ago. http://www.blogthings.com/

just pick the topic that u are interested to be tested, then answer about 4 to 5 questions, and the result will comes out instantly..most of the topics are related to our personality, and maybe u guys shud give it a try!!

below are results of the topics that i've choosed to be tested. some results are reliable, and some are craps..haha but it's fun!! *grin

what ice cream flavour are you??

:: YOU ARE A CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM GIRL ::
Dramatic. Powerful.

rukia_chan says : yup! i am definitely a choc ice cream lover!! it's my favourite!! err..in wat sense i am powerful??? *confuse

what flower are you??

:: YOU ARE A WHITE ROSE ::

You represent youthfulness and purity.

Your vibe: Sweet and heavenly.

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love for the first time.

rukia_chan says : yeah.. watever!! [ feel like wanna puke ]

what is your gemstone??

:: YOUR GEMSTONE IS AMBER ::

Creative, happy, and logical. You shine in any intellectual endeavor.

rukia_chan says : so far..i am happy+ content wit my life, alhamdulillah. but i'm a bit disagree for da creative part. huhu

What is your Japanese name??

YOUR JAPANESE NAME IS...

:: Yama Hojo ::

rukia_chan says : it's a weird name dow.. but i think it's cool ^^

watashiwa Yama Hojo desu..!!! *smile

p/s : ice cream+flower+amber = ice flamber ?? *wink

:: cAn i SeE hiM aGaiN..?? ::

current mood : impulsively anxious, huhu

current song : keluarga bahagia by saujana

Syawal 2007. I remember it so clearly, as if it just happen like yesterday.
The feelings are still there, and I still feel sad, happy and miss every moment with him every time I think about it. *sigh

I covered all my feelings and let no one know what was going through my head. They didn’t know how sad I really was at that time during raya. I just kept thinking how it felt to have someone get so close be taken out of my life. I never dare to think that I might not ever see him again when the time comes. But i am really grateful+ thankful that he is still with us during syawal.

:: atok yang semakin uzur ::

Dia adalah 'HARTA' milik keluarga kami yg paling bernilai. *smile

He smiles sweetly like always. He’s speaking like the old times. He’s walking the best that he can. His spirit is like an angel. His courage is mightier than a lion.

p/s : looking forward to see him again during hari raya aidil adha!! [insha-allah..!!! ]

:: NeW sEmEsTer BegiNs..!! ::

current mood: courages
current song: i'm alive..!! by celine dion

this semester is short,

so everyone should

live happily :: study creatively :: change courageously ::

all the best and take care!!