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Sunday, November 26, 2006

:: wHy ShiniGaMi?:: :: Who iS RuKia? ::

current mood : free and easy
current song : Suteki da Ne/The Lovely Sound, by Kiroro

ppl keep asking me : " wHy ShiniGaMi?" " WhY RuKia? "
and now, i think it's time for me to clarify and to clear all your doubts regarding these 2 things.

:: wHy ShiniGaMi ??? ::
"SHINIGAMI" is a japanese term which means 'the God of death'. For those who luv japanese anime like i do, i'm sure u will kno where dis 'shinigami' comes from. Yup!! it's from da "BLEACH" anime.

Briefly, in dis anime, shinigami's work is to protect and to guide all pure souls from da deads, to go straight away to heaven. cool huh?? hehe
these pure souls will then join ppl there,

:: wHo is rUkiA ??? ::
using dis name as ma name in ma profile, she is ma fav character in BLEACH. her full name is Kuchiki Rukia. Cunning, energetic, skillfull, and not to forget.. she's kinda cute!! she is one of the shinigamis and has one protective big brother, KUCHIKI BYAKUYA. his one of da famous
shinigami in Soul Society.

along wit KUROSAKI ICHIGO (high school student), they work together to fight da hollows wit their special sword/blade.

Together, they've been through everything, some good times and some bad. Through their tears and their mistakes. from heartaches to headaches. gone from fights to fears.

they always quarrel, but still, they understand each other very well. he will always be there for her, and vice versa. i'm not sure they hv feeling for each other onot.. we'll juz wait n see !!!! =)

p/s : i adore abarai renji =)

Thursday, November 23, 2006

NoVeMBer RaiN~

current mood : Liberated + tenacious
current song : Beauty and the Beast by Celine Dion

It's raining outside. I can hear it, almost see it, even through the curtains. I can see from da clock that it's late. Or early, depending on your viewpoint. It tells me it's one in the morning. It's so cold in here.

It brings it all back, the rain. Every time it rains. It's always in my mind even when it isn't raining, but it's all I can think about when it does. Da water hits the glass of the window and da concrete of the pavements outside.

I can't sleep, so I'll probably just sit here for a while, and listen to the rain. I luv da special sweet smell of da rain. It gives me an undescribable feeling, but it really soothes my feeling.

:: November Rain ::

November rain washed away my guilt
November rain washed away my pain
November rain - so tired I felt
November rain was not just any rain

Long I longed with deep torment
For so long my body waited
November rain, , , , Oh, sweet friend
November rain- slowly I faded.

November rain- I cried within
Steady and slowly, it kept on pouring
November rain, watered my skin
And deep inside, I heard my roaring.

November rain, it refused to quit
November rain kept on pouring
And alone outside, in the streets
I wept-dripping... dripping and falling.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

MR SuShi and i ~

current mood : happy
current song : chalte-chalte, Mohabbatein OST

i would like to share wit all of u out there... about one undeniable, yummy, unbearable food... which become one of my fav food- ..::SUSHI::.. yum!yum!

:: my first experience wit sushi ::
dat time i was 18, studying in kyuem. i remember dat moment clearly, i ordered the sushi from Garnet house, and it was delivered by Amirah amir to my chalet. when i opened da box, i was attracted by their cute,tiny size... but it became a big problem when it comes to put dat 'thing' in my mouth. honestly, i thought 4 sooo many times b4 eating it!
FINALLY, when I did get the courage to eat it, I really wasn't sure what to think. The feel of it in my mouth was definitely an odd feeling, but it wasn't disgusting or smelly. Needless to say, I enjoyed that moment. Soon after that night, I had cravings for sushi...and its grown since then. I just can't stop eating it. I'M HOOKED !!!

:: about sushi ::
day after day.. i get to know more about sushi.. there many types of sushi, and the most popular sushi are- Nigiri~ Gunkan~ Norimaki~ Temaki~ Osizushi~ Inari~ Chirashi~

my 2 fav sushi are:
NORIMAKI~it consist of sushi rice and seafood, etc. rolled in dried seaweed sheets. Thereare countless varieties of sushi rolls differing in ingredients and thickness. Sushi rolls prepared "inside out" are very popular outside of Japan, but rarely found in Japan.

NIGIRI~ Small rice balls with fish, etc. on top. There are countless varieties of nigirizushi, some of the most common ones being tuna, shrimp, eel, squid, octopus and fried egg.

DUN MISS DA OPPORTUNITY TO TASTE SUSHI !!!! never hesitate to try, and believe me, once u did, u will be hooked =)

:: AriEs WomAn ::

current mood : just okey.. a bit sleepy though..ehe
current song : nafas cahaya by misha omar

last nite i read my emails, and was interested to one of them. it's about our characters and personality- man and woman, according to zodiac. i found it's quite interesting, and surprisingly i hv to admit that it's almost 70% true!! the remaining 30% is not true, so i hv a deep thought about it da whole day and now i'm ready for a counterback! haha~


She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt.
~hello..??!! anybody in da world wud expect other ppl to talk gud things about him behind his back!!! if he doesn't feel hurt or angry when ppl talk bad things about him.. i think he is abnormal and psyco type!!!

She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
~yup!! dat's me.. always optimistic and positive whenever things does not really turn out like i expected..

If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.
~err... for dis part.. it surprise me coz it's true!!!!

she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with.
~hell yeah!! absolutely!!!

She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.
~ i miss my childhood very much.. soooo much sweet memories =)
~alhamdulillah...yes, problems and obstacles make me stronger and tougher than before =)

Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
~dat's soooo true, check it out by urself... grab da chance to know me..ahaks!

"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love,but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.
~the best gift that a man can giv to himself is LOVE

She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac , She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.
~yup, i always show n pretend dat i'm strong whenever i'm sad, scared or whatever. BRAVELY I SMILE, BUT SILENTLY I CRY.

~stay away fr me coz i look totally like a monster when i'm mad.. and never try to make me angry!! but now i'm trying sooo hard to be patient. SABAR ITU SENJATA ORG MUKMIN... =)

You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club".
~always treasure da moment with our luv one.. anytime for him!!! hehe

She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.
~damn rite!!!

A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.
~secretive type.. dat's me

If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it. ~above tips are very useful once u are in luv wit me =) hihi
pls accept the way i am, coz i am not perfect.. but i'll try my best !!

The ReaSOn~

current mood : swing-swing
current song : the reason by the hoobastank

~ it's one of ma fav songs... contains most of my unspoken words to my dear one
still remember dat time...
da day i let him go.. da day he went away...
i smiled bravely,but silently..i cried

i shed my tears juz for him, to show him dat i'm okay coz i dun wan him to get worried
i dun want him to stay to comfort me, coz if he stay, i know dat i will never let him go
i want him to reach da star dat we dreamt together all the time, and fortunately he got da chance to grab them

he ask me tonnes of questions, but i juz answered them wit tears... i can't barely talk dat time... so my dear, juz read da lyrics and listen to da song wit heart, and you will find da answers for all ur previous questions

my dear
I hope you have all you dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Always Luv You~

current mood : relax ( empty maybe?? ..hmmm.. )
current song : always luv u

da song lyric posted here was given by a fren. i dunno who's da singer, or it's melody neither. but still, it conveys tonnes of messenges. simple but deep, short but touching. hope to hear da song one day...


I Will Always Love You
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go

But I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
And I will always love you

I will always love you
You, my darling you
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me

So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know
I'm not what you, you need
And I will always love you

I will always love you
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love

And I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you

I will always love you,
I will always love you
You, darling I love you
I'll always love you