:: WorrYinG about You ::

worrying about people that you care sooooo much is really something. tak dapat bernafas dibuatnya. headache. feels like going to puke. maybe i should go with her to make sure that every thing is alright. and i don't know why i did not do that in the first place. *sigh

:: SaLaM maAL hijRah- 1430 ::

current mood : relax, happy and nervous
current song : doa murah rezeki by hijjaz

in review : rukia kuchiki in 1429 hijriah / 2008

from the bottom of my heart

" Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku lakukannya, dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya.

Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, namun Engkau telah mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya.

Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampuananMu, maka ampunilah aku... "

********

Through out this year, there are ups, and downs, and i am very grateful because i was blessed by Allah swt- tonnes of patience, determination, and courage to go through all the difficult times, and happy moments as well. *smile

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. Allah swt has stated that there's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, and not to cry too hard.

No one can go back and make a brand new start, but we can start from now, and make a brand new ending. Allah swt did not promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, and sun without rain. But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and lights for the way. So, its up to you, on how you are going to face the new challenges in life. Be optimistic, courages and have perseverance in everything you do.

I pray to Allah swt for :
exciting things to do
easy solutions to any problems
knowledge to make the right decisions
strength in my values
laughter and fun
goals to pursue
happiness in every thing i do
valuable experience as i follow my dreams

I thank God for the love ones that I have. Especially those who stayed with me through ups and downs.

Those who accept my flaws.
Those who love me unconditionally.
Those who understand when i don't express myself well.
Those who can smell when i pretend things are OK.
Those who forgive me when i'm at fault.

Thank you for doing me the honour of being with me. For everything, i am eternally grateful. *wide smile

" Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Agung, dan Yang Maha Mulia...

terimalah taubatku, dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu... "

p/s : bacalah doa akhir tahun sebanyak 3X ketika asar atau sblm maghrib, dan doa awal tahun selepas maghrib. Moga dirahmati Allah selalu... !!

:: saYa teLah diTag..!!! ::

current mood: relax
current song : so what by pink

1.what are u wearing right now?
white sleeveless + dark brown bermuda

2.what (is)are your favourite colour?
currently i like red and orange. white is nice too..hehe

3.who is your first best friend?
sape eh? hmmm.... nurul ain binti azmi. kawan masa tadika... ntah kat mana dia skrg..? *wondering

4.any book that you read currently?
yup. trying to finish "i am muslim" by dina zaman.

5.anyone that you miss currently?
my family...cewah =p

6.what is your favourite tv shows?
rachael ray show and CNI. they are informative in their own special way.

7.3 things that you are passionate about:
travelling, baking, eating...hehe..mkn la best!!!

8. one word to describe yourself:
simple but sweet...hehe...[kira pkataan simple tu je tau...abaikan but sweet tuh]

i would like to tag:
~kak ana
~kak ara
~shoot_me
~amad
~kay

dipersilakan la ye...hehe yoroshiku ne~

:: My UltiMaTe, hUmBLe reQueSt ::

[ i was inspired after reading a blog of a friend]

"Ya Allah, Tuhan Yang Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu...

Protect the ones I love while I am far away. Please protect them from anything bad, seen or unseen. Lead them to only good things and please secure their places in heaven along with the people that You love.
Let them lead a happy,peace life and please, let them stay as healthy as they are now. At least until I am back to take care for them..."

~aamin...

p/s : i miss my parents badly.. homesick gila *sigh

:: thE TedDy bEar ::

current mood : happy, serene, relieve
current song : sifat 20 by nadamurni

There must be stories about you and your teddy bears, and how you got them. [..i believe everyone does have their own stories] Some may came to you with beautiful memories and such. Mine are lovely, and will be remembered for a life time. It feels like i am going to have many years of loving to come. How about you??

German artist Bettina Kaminski’s "Mini the Pooh," at just 5 mm tall,
is the world’s smallest Teddy Bear!

The world’s most expensive teddy bear : 43,000.00 pound sterling.
the mouth is made with solid gold! The fur was made from gold thread and
eyes with pupils of sapphires and irises made from 20 tiny diamonds.

No matter how expensive you buy a teddy bear.

No matter how big the teddy bear you got.

No matter how cute it is.

It does not matter at all.
The thing that really matters is the warm and nice feeling that you get every time you hug it.
Plus, the reminisce that accompany the feeling. *smile
The fine combination of the feeling+ reminisce will make you feel alive than ever, and it's worth it.

p/s : salam aidil adha, moga dirahmati Allah swt sentiasa.

:: menoleh ke 2 minggu yang terdahulu ::

current mood : happy, relieve [ no more midterm..!!! ]

current song : barsaat = rain hindustan siot..hehe

“Sesungguhnya Allah Taala apabila mencintai hamba-Nya
maka Dia mengujinya.”
(Hadis riwayat al-Tirmizi)

By referring to the above hadith, i guess that i have been tested by Allah s.w.t on how to manage my time with patient and determination.

For the past 2 weeks, i have been busy with midterm, assignment, my cousin's wedding... and it ended with a nice thing- hanging out with my close friends, we discuss a lot of things, and that include politics, global economy, marriage and not to miss, our studies.

Part 1: The Introduction

I'll start this post with my visit + my family to my cousin's wedding. The 'kenduri' was nice, simple, but happening. For malays, it is a tradition for us to include the 'sireh junjung' in the 'hantaran items'. Sireh junjung is very essential and important. Ignoring the sireh junjung will insult the family from the other side because it means that we do not respect and welcome them as the new member in the family...something like that

As far as i remember, the task to make the sireh junjung was always being done by my uncles. Don't be surprise, because all the hantarans were solely made by my uncles.. they are the professional...!!! Unfortunately, this time i was chosen to do the remaining part of it, and i have no idea why they picked me. [kne buli..huhu]

With the help of one of my kind-hearted uncle, i managed to do it. [ thanx cik asan..!! u rawks..!! ]

doing sireh junjung under my uncle's supervision.

The final product is not soo bad i think..hehe

Part 2:

i managed to finish reading this book, "thanks for the memories". It's from one of my favourite author, Cecelia Ahern. I read all her books, except the new one, 'The Gift'.

Can u meet ur soulmate after u donate your blood? only God knows.

Part 3: Towards the end

Last night we went to ride the "Eye on Malaysia". The ticket can be considered cheap, RM8 = 6 rounds ride. Thanks to the student ID, we got the student discount. Only a few pictures were taken, but it's ok. It not the pics that matters, but the memories. kan? kan?

Chomey... i like... beli kat jonker street. =)

p/s : i will update more pics later.