:: yellow + white ::

current mood : serene and happy [because it's raining..!!]
current song : super girl by super junior

SPM is around the corner.
It is less than two weeks from now. Last night while talking to my little sister on the phone, I asked her about her final preparation for the fierce and merciless battle, the SPM. She said that so far, her preparation is good..but she is very-very nervous. I understand her feeling since I had experienced it before.

Hmmm.. when thinking back about my high school...the year when I sat for the SPM. I can still remember the feeling. Nervous, but at the same time excited. Nervous because I was afraid of screwing up my papers. Excited because I don't have to go through the nerve wrecking moment again..haha

All in all... I really enjoy my high school years. So much memories and unforgettable moments.

cantik tak? baru je beli semalam.

They are the combination of white and yellow chrysanthemums. There is a florist shop that I regularly visit to buy flowers to decorate my room or my table. The flowers are fresh, nice and really cheap. The yellow and white colours give me these energetic and fresh feeling whenever I look at them.

Lately I noticed the power, feeling, mood, and some sort of energy that comes from flowers and plants around me. God shows us proofs of His creation with His superior power and infinite knowledge everywhere, and expects us to reflect and draw conclusions from them. As stated in the Holy Quran, only people capable of using their intellects can think and learn and thus know and appreciate our Lord in the best possible way.

Mari melihat dengan mata hati... *smile

:: it's saturday..!!! ::

current mood : mari berehat di hujung minggu..hehe
current song : nil

Last night i had a very sweet dream..but totally can't remember what is it after i wake up. Today is saturday..!!! yeay..!! It's time for me to rest all day, do nothing but pampering myself. *smile

So far, i had spend two weeks in muehlbauer technology sdn. bhd. . In my department, there are six engineers (including me). Among these six people, there are two malays- me and mr hisham.

[if u can speak in English, it doesn't mean that your English is good. Usually others can tell directly whether u r good or not when u open your mouth]
But in this place, everyone here are very fluent in english, and half of them are very fluent in dutch including mr hisham because they once finished their degrees in germany.

The thing that impress me is, even though they are sooo unbelievably good in english and dutch, all of them converse in bahasa malaysia amongs them. usually when chinese is talking to chinese, they prefer to talk in chinese or english right? But not them!
They speak in malay!! All of them..!! Their malay is not that good, [mixing with pelat cina and pelat india] but still, they honour the official language, bahasa malaysia. [terharu..!!!]

Rasa klaka plak bila india bersembang dengan cina in malay...haha...cute!! kalau nak mencarut, they replaced all the carut-carutan words with "chicken." hmmm..chicken? what the heck? haha

"chicken la ko ni..!! "
"chicken btol la bnda ni..tak tahan aku..!! "

They only use English or Dutch when speaking to the dutch workers ( 1/5 workers here are dutch] and other foreigners.

All the technicians are caring, sweet, and funny. They always give me stupid remarks or nicknames. I think I already have almost 20 stupid names while working here- "nyah" .. "minah".. "adik".. "madam" .."cik bunga" and other names that i already forget. To make it short, everyday, i will get at least one new name...haha

I learn a lot...I learn how to view things in an engineer's perspective. Seeing things from other people's side is different. It widens your horizon, open up you eyes, and most of all you learn the purpose of being born as an engineer. besides all the obstacles and hiccups, it makes me really want to become engineer more!! fighting..!!!

I'll stop here. Take care everyone..!! [hugs and kisses]

:: slowly, but surely ::

manusia merancang dengan cita-cita,
Allah s.w.t merancang dengan cinta-Nya.

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p/s: thanks kak sue...

:: stePpiNg tO a New WorLD ::

current mood: calm + relax
current song : super girl by super junior-M

assalamualaikum and hi...!!

life has been pretty hectic lately. today is my 5th day of internship. i have been assigned to R&D section, under the mechanical engineering department.

on my first day, i thought i'm gonna bored to death, my i was wrong. TOTALLY..!!!
there were tonnes of stuff waiting for me. I found them challenging, since i need to apply almost 50% of what i have learn in university..[byk x ingat..dh karat..huhu]
but i am really lucky because all the engineers are very helpful, friendly, poyo +sengal +happening despite having the heavy pressure of workloads. they are all like big bothers to me.

my work station

at first i was a bit uncomfortable because i am the only female in the department, but now i am used to it.

today, i went to the KWSP building to open a new EPF account. [rasa cm dh btol2 keje plak..hehe] the HR department wants me to have an EPF account because 8% from my allowance will be inserted to that account.
[and that time, i was like.. what the..?? KWSP..? serius ke ni kne ada KWSP..?]

one interesting thing about this company is- every morning before stepping inside the company's gate, the body temperature of every staffs are taken and recorded. if your temperature is normal, you may proceed inside and punch your id card. if the temperature is a bit higher than normal, eventhough you don't feel sick at all, you are not allowed to go inside, and are advised to take MC.
[kalo cmni la.. mari naikkan suhu bdn.. and balik tdo..haha]

the R&D department official and standard design scale and words are all done in Dutch.
pening nak faham.
kena rujuk kat handbook ni..huhu

this is just the beginning of the story of my internship life. I am gonna tell u guys more in the next entry. About what I feel, think, learn, find, figure out while spending my time in the company.


p/s : moga perkongsian ini memberi manfaat dan barakah buat kita semua..insha-allah~
p/s/s : gamba x clear sgt sbb amek dgn camera henfon

:: beSt wiShes frOm mE to You ::

current mood : happy
current song : bunyi ujan... [best sgt..!!]

to all my friends, wishing you all the best for your exam, do your best..!!
not to forget, good luck for your internship, have fun and explore new things.
And for those who is going to start their FYP... be ready yaa..!! *wink

i made these cards for my friends (guys) as their lucky charm,
with siput babi clips on them..haha

Patutkah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata:
“Kami beriman”, sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu dugaan)?Dan demi sesungguhnya! Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang terdahulu sebelum mereka, maka (dengan ujian yang demikian), nyata apa yang diketahui Allah tentang orang-orang yang benar-benarnya beriman, dan nyata pula apa yang diketahui-Nya akan orang-orang yang berdusta.
[al-Ankabut: 2-3]

these are for the girls... much sweeter, with lebah betina clips attached to them
*smile

p/s : ingatlah, walau apa sahaja ujian atau cabaran yang datang, Tuhan sedang mengukur tahap keimanan seorang hamba... fighting..!!

:: mY fanTabuLous raYa ::

current mood: happy
current song: nil

this year's raya was a fantabulous..!!! [best sgt..!!]

raya tahun ini agak luarbiasa dari raya-raya sebelumnya.
seperti biasa, kami pulang behari raya di kampung emak. kali ini kami tidak pulang ke kampung ayah memandangkan atok beraya di gombak [rumah pak ngah] tahun ini.

di sebalik keriangan raya kami, terselit sedikit rasa terkilan kerana ayah tidak pulang ke kampung beraya bersama kerana cutinya dibekukan. namun, ayah lebih rela jika kami berhari raya di kampung dari tinggal bersamanya di pagi raya. "kesian kamu tak dapat raya kalau duduk dengan ayah, baliklah kampung." katanya. kata-kata yang tegas, namun sarat dengan kasih sayang...huhu

ini merupakan kali pertama saya [ehem..gila formal..hehe] bergilir-gilir memandu bersama adik sejauh ini untuk pulang ke kampung. kami bertolak pulang sehari sebelum raya. bertemankan emak sebagai co-pilot, kami hanya mendengar arahannya untuk masuk di mana-mana simpang di dalam perjalanan...haha, gila tak tau jalan..nasib baik mak ada...!!
adik bongsu kami yang langsung tidak berperanan hanya tidur sepanjang perjalanan...cis..!!

dipendekkan cerita, seperti biasa, di pagi raya semua benda-benda wajib pasti dibuat- solat, makan, ziarah kubur, bersalaman.
raya kali ini agak luar biasa kerana keturunan wak pie (gelaran arwah atok shafie) dan wak rah (gelaran arwah nenek zaharah) semakin berseri dengan kehadiran cicit-cicit baru, anak-anak kepada sepupu-sepupuku yang sudah dan juga baru berumahtangga. kehadiran anak-anak kecil yang comel ini sangat menyejukkan mata, dan sangat-sangat mencuit hati. geramm...!! hehe [tetiba jeolous plak tengok anak orang..ngeee]

dari kiri : ketam bangkang masak cili, belangkas masak cili

selain wajik dan lontong, hidangan tradisi yang wajib dimakan kalau pulang ke kampung- ketam bangkang masak cili, asam pedas masak ikan belukang, belangkas masak cili.. sedapnya hingga menjilat jari.

"hasil kutipan" juga sangat lumayan tahun ini. semakin meningkat usia, semakin banyak la hasil. kaya kejap..hehe..selagi belum bekerja, selagi itulah kami masih layak mengutip hasil... hehe

menjaga si kemetot ini sementara menunggu ibu dan bapanya melaram

walaupun masih dalam mood raya..kami tepaksa berangkat pulang kerana cuti raya yang singkat. tapi tak mengapa, insha-allah jika dipanjangkan umur, tahun depan pasti berjumpa lagi..!!

p/s : ini kisah ringkas raya saya. anda bagaimana? saya pasti raya anda juga menggembirakan..!!

:: Eid is approaching..!! ::

current mood : raya mood..!!!!
current song : ku pohon restu ayah bonda by mamat [layan lagu raya ni] *wink


I feel like ramadan is flying by so fast. It's only few days away...Eid is coming.. and with it, the promise of a few more rays of sun each day. *smile

I still remember my first fasting experience, how hard+unusual it was for me. That time I was seven years old. I see the importance of fasting as one of the essential pillars as a muslim as I grew up, and have gotten closer to Allah [insha-allah] and not to forget, on how my Ramadans have been through out years.

"Bukanlah puasa itu (hanya) menahan diri dari makan dan minum. Sebaliknya ia juga harus tertahan dari perkara lagha dan lucah. Apabila kamu dimaki atau diperbodohkan, berkatalah AKU BERPUASA"
(riwayat Ibn Khuzaimah dan al-Hakim / Sahih al-Targhib 1068)

bulan ramadan berlalu pergi,
menyambut tibanya aidilfitri,
ampun dan maaf segala peri,
moga ikatan kekal di hati.
~salam aidilfitri~

I pray that all of you are all well and may Allah swt bless and guide us in this Ramadan and the coming Syawal, and for next coming Ramadans and Syawals as well. insha-allah *smile.


p/s : mari penuhi hari2 terakhir ramadhan..

:: AnxiOuSLy waiTiNg fOr tOmoRroW ::

currently i am anxiously waiting for tomorrow.
tomorrow is the day.
tomorrow is really important for me.
it's between life and death.
Dear Allah, please help and guide me.
kuatkan dan tabahkanlah hatiku...
fighting!!!