fighting...!!!!

current mood: physically +mentally exhausted
current song: so what by pink


a day without surprises can be pretty dull...thanks a lot mr vibration!!!
it seems that this time i have to work triple+multiple harder for my finals.
it's alright, because i believe there are blessings in this part of His plan. He knows best. He always does.

fighting!!!

::You OnLy see whaT yoU wanT to seE ::

current song : til tok by 2pm
current mood : serene


I was awarded by Amad with this award. *clap-clap
thank you so much...!! this beautiful blogger award might refer to the blog skin/appearance, or to its contents, depends on how you perceive them. I hope i was awarded because of both. *wink

Human likes beautiful things. beautiful comes from God. what makes God so beautiful, is the way he expresses himself through His creation. He says good morning with the sun, He says goodnight with the moon. [subhanallah...how beautiful it is...!! ]

without a doubt, we are prone to beauty.
However, if something is beautiful, it doesn't mean that they are good.
the eyes sometimes can deceive us because you only see what your eyes want to see. instead, pandanglah dengan mata hati. once you did, you can feel it because you see it with your heart.

pandangan mata selalu menipu
pandangan akal selalu tersalah
pandangan nafsu selalu melulu
pandangan hati itu yang hakiki, kalau hati itu bersih...
[mata hati by hijjaz]

p/s : have a nice weekend..!!!

:: hecTic, yet meaningfuL ::

current mood: relax, happy
current song : rahmat ujian by mestica

10 april
Dear friends,

i am writing to say a huge thanks for making my weekend/birthday so much fun!!
delicious food, crazy yet happening outing, the visit to 'serbuk badan' jewellery shop...*wink and most of all, the lovely gifts, cards, picture albums and video. thank you so much for the effort and love...!!!

it's not the size that counts, but the thoughts behind it.

*smile

I will treasure and cherish our bitter sweet memories together. rain or shine, those memories will stay forever. *hugs and kisses

11,12,13 april
went to Penang with mission that will paint my future. alhamdulillah, everything went well.
i had a wonderful time there and especially enjoyed the extremely comfortable home, with my cousin and her nice and bubbly housemates. i wonder how most of them thought that i am a kedahan. the way i talk? abviously not...!!
anyhow, i am already used to it because since my matrix and college days, many people think that i am either a kedahan or penangitis. hmm.. i wonder...

butterworth has changed a lot since my last visit on 2006. i still remember the bus terminal was located exactly below the bridge to the island. but now, with its new look and location, it makes the domestic transportation much easier and convenient for the people.

i would definitely come again! and please make sure to take me to places with good food ya! *chuckle
thanks for the great memories!

remember to always travel with zikir and fikir. it will makes your journey more meaningful because it is accompanied by bless, love and guidance from Allah swt. *smile

:: My biRThdaY messAge ::

current mood: half-awake [ awaken by continuous bday wishes sms from dear ones...thanks!! ]
current song: nil

after 25 years, i learned something.
There is a clear line between being young and getting older.

being young means you are still naive.
that's why it feels like you are floating without a clear direction in the sky or sinking deeply beneath the ocean when something hurts you. those emotions control your entire life, and can make you lose sight of who you are.

by growing older, your heart grows more experienced. [alhamdulillah]
you grow one step farther away from being controlled by your feelings and are able to keep from sinking to the depths of the ocean. that's what it means to grow older.

Everything that happens tomorrow is not and will never be in your control.
So live the best as it is every day.

Growing old is mandatory,but growing up is optional. This is so true for some people that can't seem to do both at the same time. I might be one of them. Sometimes i am afraid to grow up because things will get more complicated and challenging as we grow up. yes?

i may be weak, but as long as I continue admiring those who are strong, i'll keep growing stronger too. i believe i will grow stronger!

If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
[mother teresa]

p/s: if this birthday ranting is too much for you guys to understand..haha..sorry!! *wink

:: whEn thiNgS get CompLiCAteD ::

current mood: indescribable. mixed.
current song : wetoriya by C.N. Blue [ best layan... it's my current ringtone]


while anticipating for 12 april, there's nothing much that i can do. i do not know what to expect. it's just unpredictable.

this nervous feeling in my heart is going to burst at any time. any where.

Dear Allah, please give me the strength and lead me the way.
wahai hati, tenanglah!!
Fighting!!!