:: i MiSs theM !! ::

current mood : missing my friends

current song : Happiness by Arashi

Suddenly i miss my ex-collegemates : chaletmates, netballers, classmates, muscom, diamonders.

KMYS a.k.a KYUEM.

A place where people from different life background, from different places, with different ways of thinking were destined to meet, to live, to study and to chase their dreams together.. and for some ppl, it's a place where two hearts meet and becomes one... it depends on how you interpret the meaning behind this sacred name, KYUEM.

Thank you for teaching me the meaning of perseverence, survival, and most of all...friendship.
I am really glad that my destiny brought me there. Alhamdulillah. *smile

Those who i adore, love, and miss : my chaletmates a.k.a kutukayu

Those who kept my secrets tight : my best buddy, chibi maruko.

We've shared our secrets with each other,

And it continues going strong.

We've stayed best friends through decisions made,

Whether they might be right or wrong.

My chemistry classmates : class yg paling happening and sengal!!

We've gone from heartaches to headaches, Gone from fights to fears: Diamonders.

[trip to Casa Rachado.]

No matter what has happened,
Through our tears and our mistakes,
They've always been there for me.

:: my muscom frens ::

The unbeatable: KYUEM netballers.

[outstanding players that can play any position in any situation]

When we get to know each other, a heart[bond] is born between us for the first time.

When you think of something, or think of someone, a heart is born there.

If you leave your heart with your frens, it lives on within them.

Yes, i leave my heart with them...!!!!!

p/s: i wish u guys all the best in life!!

:: Especially for those who... ::

current mood : happy + physically exhausted

current song : Born to Try by Delta Goodrem

7 Feb 2008.

we went to visit the so called 'Masjid Kristal' in Pulau Wan Man in Terengganu. to reach to that island, we took a boat at Pulau Duyong to the jetty.

before the boat ride
:: View of Masjid Kristal in Pulau Wan Man from Pulau Duyong ::

I thank God for the love ones that I have.
Especially those who stayed with me through ups and downs.

Those who accept my flaws.Those who love me unconditionally.

Those who understand when i don't express myself well.

Those who forgive me when i'm at fault. Those who can smell when i pretend things are OK.

after performing the Asar Prayer

mak : jom la kita balik, mak dh pnat ni.......

p/s : Thank you for doing me the honour of being my family. For everything, i am eternally grateful. *wide smile

:: FiGhTiNg...!! ::

current mood : fighting mode!
current song : i will survive

so little time
so many things to do
so many achievements to grasp
so many decisions to be made

so, ppl make sacrifice. [a meaningful quote taken from the book entitled 'the 5 ppl u meet in heaven'.]

sacrifice.
you made one. i made one. we all make them.
sacrifice is part of life. it is supposed to be. it is not something to regret.
it's something to aspire to.

A father works very hard as the breadwinner for his family, so that he can send his kids to school, provide a comfortable and better living for the family. that is sacrifice.

my family. the star is incomplete bcoz one person is M.I.A. [missing in action]

A mother who always support and comfort us with her gentle touches and sweet smiles even though she is crying silently behind us. [ we never know]. that is what sacrifice is all about.


that's the thing. sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you are not really losing it. you are just passing it on to someone else. you lost something, but you gained something as well. you just don't know it yet.

"You can't always get what you want, but if you try,
sometimes you just might find you get what you need"
~The Rolling Stones

capturing my mom's shadow. *smile

Now, I learned lesson from the past that self-discipline, preparation, determination, persistence, love of God and love from the people around me is the passport for success. Trials and hardships make a man strong, Failure and mistakes make a man humble but only the Loving God keeps a man going. I truly believe that.


Therefore, beginning today no longer I think what others think about me. No longer I doubt and weep. No longer have I compared myself with others, instead I compare only my past self so I can be able to love and learn to appreciate my being..insha-Allah.


Fighting!!!


p/s : delta year..here i come!!!

:: haPpy New YeAr..!!! ::

current mood : delighted, happy, mentally exhausted
current song : Home Sweet Home by Yuki [naruto OST]

No one can go back and make a brand new start.

But anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

God did not promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

Happy New Year

Wishing You All The Best for 2008!! *smile

p/s : Happiness is flowers from the right person. *wink

:: The BaTtLe FieLd ::

current mood: high spirit, motivated!!!
current song :Unchained Melody by Gareth Gates

Now, we head towards the battle field,

Believe, and our blade will not break!

Believe, and our heart will not bend!
Though the roads we take maybe different,

Our iron heart will beat as one!!

abarai renji~bleach ep. 151

Have faith in yourself, do your best, and pray for Allah s.w.t guidance and blessings.

" Jika Allah menolong kamu,maka tidak ada yg dpt mengalahkanmu. tetapi jika Allah membiarkan kamu (tidak memberi pertolongan),maka siapa yg dpt menolongmu setelah itu? Kerana itu,hendaklah kepada Allah sahaja org mukmin bertawakal. " (3: 160 )

:: All the best for the final exam ::

p/s : i adore abarai renji.. *wink

:: NerD in TraiNinG mOdE ::

current mood: exhausted [mentally]

current song: Suteki Da Ne ( Final Fantasy OST)

next sem, i am going to be a 3rd year student...

the path will become more difficult and challenging,

but i will try my best!!

Hmm....nothing much to say. (When you spend hours studying for the exam, it is kind of nothing to write on!)

Day by day, I study more for the coming exam. i'm gonna have an exam on next monday and friday.(yes, I am totally being nailed with exams!! )

“Berdoalah dengan berkata:

Wahai Tuhanku; Tambahlah daku dengan ilmu pengetahuan”.

– (Taha: 114)

I will say that a few days back while studying, I was able to clear up some things that I was confused or not solid on. I went through and looked at the examples at the end of the chapters, tutorials, and found things I had no idea before, I finally understood. [alhamdulillah..] It was nice to have a couple of ah-ha moments !!! Now if only I can have some plain old memorization moments, I'll be good!!! Insha-Allah.. *smile

While busy studying, i managed to escape and finished reading this book - P/S: i love you. It is a good book, filled with motivation, inspiration and courage to move on, especially for those who lost their love ones.

Now, i decided to finish this book [the five ppl you meet in heaven] before the semester break, which means i am going to finish this book while struggling for exams.. [ i think i am out of my mind to make this decision]

Well, time to sleep. And I am very sleepy all day, which isn't what I needed. I feel really tired and I wanted to feel energized!!

gambatte ne.. minna san!!!

p/s : belajar itu jihad. bacalah dengan nama Tuhan yg menciptakan.

:: TheiR aBseNcE hiT mE..!!! ::

current mood : i miss my family.. homesick!!!!!

current song : Perhaps Love. [ Princess Hour OST ]

Ohana...

Ohana means family. That is what Hawaian called it. Today i miss my family. it's not dat i do not miss them before, it is juz dat i miss them more than ever. i miss them badly. Their absence hit me.

my desk, with my parents on it. *smile

They make me feel whole. Gathering in the house... with all the family members there. We made lots of memories, for all of us to share. [ mom's smile+cook+bubbling. Dad's scent+ Quran recitations after prayers+sports. Sisters' gossiping sessions+stu.pid arguments+ stu.pid remarks+singing.]

I miss those things... huhu~

My youngest sis' new bolster with shin chan face on it. She took the pic herself.


When I see your faces, I smile with all my might

for when I see your eyes, the room will suddenly be bright.

Keluarga adalah medan memberi yang paling mulia.

Terima Kasih Tuhan!!

p/s : rindu dalam hati hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu~

:: Wishes and prayers from somewhere on earth ::

current mood: as gloomy as the sky
current song: Beautiful Day [Great Inheritance OST ]

From the depth of your Soul please pray

as Doas are accepted and sins wiped away

Ask with a clean heart is all Allah requires

and ask for whatever good the soul desires

.:untuk yg teristimewa:.

SALAM AIDIL ADHA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

p/s : sedey x dpt balik raya.....huhu *sob *sob