:: so small, yet so sweet ::

current mood : happy + relieve
current song : honey by KARA


it's usual to have a best friend, or best friends. but in our case, it's different. because she is my cousin, i cannot simply called her my best friend, instead i called her my best cousin. *wink

on feb 22nd 2009, she got a baby girl. after i heard the news, i cannot wait to visit her and her baby. deep in my heart, i am deeply regret and guilty because at last minute during her wedding last year, i cannot be her maid of honour a.k.a pengapit...because on that day, i have my final exam..and i know i have dissappoint her. huhu

she is really understanding. we have been best cousin since we are small. we eat, sleep, bath, gossip, and we did almost everything together. her secret, is my secret too.
best sgt2...!!

this photo was taken during my visit to see her baby girl. both of them look very healthy, but they seem tired. [pnat melayan tetamu kot]

utk org jawa, we called it 'menilik bayi"... this custom is for the first visit to see a newborn baby. people usually bring along gift or money for the newborn.

so small, yet so sweet..!!
nur eliya maisarah binti mohd firdaus issyam.
[pnjg gila nama]

moga lahirmu menjadi penyejuk mata, penawar hati ibu dan ayah.

tahniah to intan/my dear cousin and issyam...!!! *smile

these children are my aunty's neighbours. they will come inside the house every time they see my aunt opens her front door. they just come inside and play, making themselves at home. [suka-suka je msk rmh org..selamba gila...sebbaik la korg chomel...hehe]

una a.k.a husna
[anak jiran belah kiri]


anim a.k.a khalilah hanim
[anak jiran belah kanan]

p/s : senyuman si kecil yang cantik, yang mengirimkan cinta, dan mengutus kasih sayang bagi orang lain tanpa kepura-puraan. betol kan?

:: special entry for a special day ::

current mood : happy, but kind of missing a few important ppl
current song : hakikat bahagia by UNIC

:: bravely we smile ::
from left : kak ana, me, kak ara, kay

i miss you guys so much. today i miss u guys more than ever. i feel like part of myself is missing.

this picture is one of my favourite pictures. seeing this picture brings back the old sweet memories. i still remember it clearly. we really had a hard time when the picture was taken. but still, we managed to overcome all the hardships together bravely. thank you so much. i am lucky and grateful to know you guys.

"rindu itu adalah anugerah dari Allah. insan yang berhati nurani, punyai rasa rindu."
-hijjaz-

:: suCi sEkePinG haTi ::

current mood : so-so [mentally exhausted]
current song : nil

while busy doing my fyp just now, something keeps telling me to open kak sue's blog. and i did. alhamdulillah, i am glad i did.

kak sue is one of my cyber friend. i get to know her after clicking her blog link from a friend's blog one day. then, i dropped to say hi in her chat box. since then, we become friends. kak sue, glad that i found your blog. i enjoy reading her blog. *smile

her new post is really something. short, simple, but contains super deep meaning. here it goes;



p/s : for further reading, pls visit www.sueloveart.blogspot.com

:: Being PatienCe iS beaUtifUL ::

bersabarlah, Tuhan sedang mengujimu...!!
[feeling motivated after reading a blog of a friend of mine]

It’s a lie to to think you’re not good enough. It’s a lie to think you’re not worth anything. It’s very hard to smile sometimes through life, through things that happen that you don’t know, you don’t understand, you don’t know whether you will get through it..

You go through your storms in life, you don’t know how long the storms is going to be.

However, being patience is beautiful, but it is the hardest thing.

It is scary to know just how many people are angry with their lives just of their situation at home and angry at others.. It is scary to know how many people actually feel they worth nothing.
But every girls are gorgeous just the way they are. And for the boys.. you’re the MAN!

p/s : remember, happiness keeps you sweet, trials makes you strong, sorrows keeps you human, failure keeps you humble, success keeps you glowing, and Allah swt keeps you going..!!!

:: SeeiNg thingS cleaRly ::

current mood : gloomy (maybe )
current song : bisikan nurani by Inteam

Yesterday, after having a looOog chat with kak ana and anisa, it made me think and help me to see things clearly. We chat about many stuff, and it really feels good to have people to talk to, when everything seems so blur, crouded and confusing. thanks kak ana and nisa !! hehe

" Beruntunglah muslim yang dijadikan akalnya sebagai pemimpin dan nafsunya sebagai tawanan. Rugilah muslim yang dijadikan nafsu sebagai pemimpin dan akalnya sebagai tawanan."

Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu katakan.
Orang akan melupakan apa yang kamu lakukan.
Tetapi, orang TIDAK akan pernah lupa bagaimana kamu membuat mereka bererti.
[ibnusinaputra.blogspot.com]

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TAG FROM AMAD [ it takes a century for me to do this tag.. gomen ne.. amad-san..huhu]


1. blur

2. Aku tengah dengar?
bisikan nurani by inteam

3. Mungkin aku kena?
kena tdo awal.. sbb br lps mkn ubat ni.

4.Aku suka belajar?
energy and industrial management. [cuba utk cinta]

5.Kawan baek aku?
nor anisa binti arifin

6.Aku tak faham?
Kenapa sesetengah orang suka pentingkan diri sendiri, tp masih bersikap selamba...??

7.Aku dah hilang?
Hilang "spark" dalam hati. *sigh where can i find it again?

8.Maksud namaku?
Yg lemah lembut dan yang membahagiakan *smile

9.Cinta adalah?
memberi dan menerima bagi yg haq

10.Aku tak suka?
Dipaksa

11.Aku akan cuba
kurangkan tabiat kuat makan..haha

12.Maksud "forever"?
selama-lamanya..kekal abadi..bukak la kamus

13.Geng aku?
mereka yg memahami

14.Aku paling benci?
orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri

15.Umur yg paling bestt?
Setiap umur adalah anugerah

16.Bila aku tengok chermin?
i see my mother+father in my reflection

17.Shopping mall?
incredible place for shopping until you drop+broke.

18.Ayat terakhir utk seseorang
never leave someone who loves you for someone that u like. [ a piece of my mind to anyone who read this entry]

:: Swifter, Higher, Stronger ::

current mood : stress due to tonnes of work
current song: ave maria [stairway to heaven OST]

actually, now i am busy doing my assignments, and i feel a bit stress, so i decided to divert my attention for a while to something that require less thinking, which is blogging. now, here i am, typing my new first post for march 2009. *smile [ after this i am going back to work..!!]

Citius, Altius, Fortius, which is Latin for "Swifter, Higher, Stronger".

last saturday was a blast..!!! there was a netball tournament, 3 0n 3. after a long time, i feel alive again, because i miss playing netball soooo much. we were the 2nd runner up from 8 registered team. [not bad laa..]

it was a satisfying experience blended with fun, sweet, and all kind of life flavours. for me, the sense of being first is not necessarily a priority, but giving our best and striving for excellence is a worthwhile goal.

tired smile, but still sweet.

my team, L5 : Lee, yat, fatin and me. [ u guys rawks..!!!]

winning is half of it, and having fun is the other half.

terima kasih kepada pasukan sorak jemputan yang tak jemu-jemu menyokong dan menyorak untuk team L5. terima kasih juga kepada jurugambar yang sudi merakamkan detik-detik yang bermakna.
*smile

back to work..!!! huhu

:: bEcaUse She Is mY MoTher ::

This is my mother. My beloved mother.
she loves dark chocolate with a lot of almonds inside. she likes brown colour. she enjoys all kind of chips a.k.a kerepek. she admires the popular 80's songs sang by uji rashid, because by listening to all the songs will remind her of my father. [terkenang zaman muda la tuh...haha]*sweet

she is afraid of dark. scares to sleep alone. super sensitive. always cry when watching sad movies, even when listening to heartbreaking songs, she will cry too..!!!
but still, i love her, because she is my mother.

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved

Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul to fly
My beloved
[song lyrics from samy yusof]

[inspired by ummusaif.com]
I just wanna say that, one of the reasons why I love my mother is, while all those people around admire/love me because of the extra ordinary things they see in me [ada ke?? haha] but she loves me all because of the ordinary things she found in me. When other people look down to me, while others giving their back, she will always be there for me.

No one could ever love me the way she does… because she is my mother. *smile
Alhamdulillah... thank you Allah..!!!

p/s : homesick gila...!!!

:: HugS aNd KissEs ::

current mood: calm and happy
current song : teman istimewa by Alarm me

"Janganlah kamu menyembah selain Allah, dan berbuat baiklah kepada ibu bapa, kaum kerabat, anak-anak yatim...."
(Al-Baqarah: 83)

Spending time with these wonderful children was one of the best experiences in my life! I could tell the children loved having us there with them, playing and just paying attention to them. I will never forget them and plan to visit them in Seremban one day. [jom pegi..!!! nak ikut tak? ] *smile

The volunteers program with the orphans had been a brief but thoroughly enjoyable one. *smile The children I met were happy, the level of laughter and their playful nature is at the maximum level. Despite all these, i believe that most of them, all have sad tales to tell. Together with Zakiah and Nadia, we really don't know the story behind them being orphan and we really don't care about it. All we want to do is to cheer them up that time. *wink

It really feels good whenever we have done good deeds especially when we make people happy.

With our group: Dolphin.

Spending time with them will melt your hearts because you can see how much love they give to you, when you were expecting to be the one doing the loving.

It is a very enlightening and valuable experience . I learn as much and more from these little brothers and sisters. It opens your eyes, your heart, and makes you feel like you made a difference. Being there with the children really brightens their day.

Jamulah tamu, muliakanlah anak yatim, dan berbuat baiklah kepada tetangga."
[HR. Ahmad dan Abu Dawud, Shohih Abu Dawud, Al-Albani : 4836]

p/s : hugs and kisses from kak ima for you guys..!! xoxo